My husband has E.D. And I have never really complained, to him, about it. I love sex, a lot more than my husband obviously does. If I never brought up sex, my husband wouldn't, either. We've been together for ten years. I have been complacent with the sex we've had, and initiating but, it does get old after a while. I have been monogamous with my husband for ten years, that is until yesterday. My husband was at work and I was doing yard work. Our neighbor was putting up a fence dividing his driveway and ours. He had his shirt off and was looking very sexy. I mentioned to our neighbor that he looked very sexy all sweaty and without his shirt on. And he liked that. Long story short, we ended up in my bed for almost two hours. It was amazing, like nothing I'd ever experienced before. Our neighbor was so passionate. He made me feel wanted and sexy. And I wanted him like I have never wanted another man before. I'd seen pictures on my husband's PC of white women having sex with black men but, I never thought I would be one of them. Now I am. I've had sex with a lot of white guys but, none ever made me feel like our neighbor did yesterday. It still feel like he's in me. And I like that feeling. I haven't told my husband about what we did, and I'm not sure I will, or when. I do know yesterday was not the last time me and our neighbor will have each other again. And I want him again, soon! The funny thing is I don't feel guilty. I almost feel like I deserved the sex I had yesterday. It made me feel like I was somebody. And I like that. Our neighbor works nights. So, I have a feeling that he and I will get to know each other a lot better as time goes on. I don't know if I am now a statistic or not but, I am one more white wife that has learned that having sex with a black man can be very fulfilling and make you feel like you're somebody, somebody worth having.