I don't know what to call this feeling but when I'm around black men I just get this feeling that I'm his inferior and I want to do anything I can to please him and be accepted by him. Kind of in a fatherly figure way of wanting to make him proud of me. Just do whatever I can to make sure his needs are taken cared of and do whatever he wishes to treat him like a king. It doesn't have to be sexual it can be any menial task or errand. But sexually also I don't want to dissapoint.
I don't know why I feel this way but I just do. Can anyone else relate?
I don't know why I feel this way but I just do. Can anyone else relate?