Very much the same for meFor me, my love and craving for humiliation is what keeps me going, so to speak. I find myself slipping into a "vicious cycle", if you will. The more I'm humiliated, the more aroused I become.....and the more aroused I become, the more abuse and degradation I'm willing to accept from my Wife/Mistress and our Black Masters. When I get into that cycle, it seems there is almost nothing that I won't do or allow to be done to me, in order to please them.