Fuck it, this is what I want

[Semtex]

Was browsing for some porn and found a video from this site. I’m 21 in the military, wife is 20. I have always had the fantasy of watching my wife make a black dick disappear inside her.

The first time I expressed interest in this to her, I was pretty intoxicated and told her while she was my fiancé. She cried and asked how could I love her and be okay with watching her get fucked. She cried the hardest I’ve ever seen her cry that night so in order to save my marriage I pretended I was just fucked up and was talking nonsense.

Then, once married a year later I brought up having a threesome. She is bisexual and has always wanted to try a girl and I’m fine with that. She asked if I would also be doing things with the guy and I foolishly said not really since I’m not attracted to them so she asks “so it would just be me getting fucked by another guy”. She was mad I had lied and said this wasn’t a real thing I wanted a year ago and made me feel horrible. The thing is she loves me so much that she says she can’t bring herself to fuck anyone else because she only wants me.

I am honestly afraid of losing my marriage over this and have kept it a secret since convincing her (twice) I don’t actually want that. I am hoping she comes around one day and allows me to experience this sexual desire. I think I’m a cuck, but I don’t know if actually watching her will be how I think it is.

I’m 21 and she’s 20, so we are extremely young and I have no idea how to both preserve our marriage and have this fantasy come true. Please guide me, I know there are many knowledgeable veterans here with much to teach

 

[BigBlack4White]

Thanks for sharing. Take her to an adult club and try to have her observe the kind of play you want to introduce. This exposure will help you to express to her your interest. I hope this helps.

 

[cumoften100x]

Well I would love to help & have you suck my black cock in front of her...getting it all wet & super hard as your looking her in the eye’s mentally telling her how good my cock is...getting her to give in & ride my cock as you guide it in her...

 

[Semtex]

Ive

Thanks for sharing. Take her to an adult club and try to have her observe the kind of play you want to introduce. This exposure will help you to express to her your interest. I hope this helps.

She isn’t 21. We can’t even go. She just turned 20 years old. She grew up in Mexico until she was 16 and it’s honestly pretty hilarious, she is as loyal as they come. I’m all she wants in life and have to hide this fantasy of mine because she would be heartbroken.

 

[eyespy07]

Ive

She isn’t 21. We can’t even go. She just turned 20 years old. She grew up in Mexico until she was 16 and it’s honestly pretty hilarious, she is as loyal as they come. I’m all she wants in life and have to hide this fantasy of mine because she would be heartbroken.

A loyal woman is hard to come by these days, my friend. Sounds like she hasn't had much exposure to anything. If you care about her (and the marriage) I'd recommend baby steps. You said she's bi, right? Ok have a FFM 3some. That's pretty much every man's fantasy! After that, you're gonna have to slowly introduce her to things. Eventually, she might see things your way.

 

[Semtex]

A loyal woman is hard to come by these days, my friend. Sounds like she hasn't had much exposure to anything. If you care about her (and the marriage) I'd recommend baby steps. You said she's bi, right? Ok have a FFM 3some. That's pretty much every man's fantasy! After that, you're gonna have to slowly introduce her to things. Eventually, she might see things your way.

Absolutely, I figured I’m halfway through the door since she’s okay with the idea of being with another person, just not comfortable with another guy yet. This means that it’s possible! Honestly speaking, My plan is to deny sex. She doesn’t like giving me blowjobs, or swallowing my cum. When we do have sex she just lays there and that’s it. It’s always me putting in the effort. I am perfectly fine with becoming celibate for as long as it takes. Honestly speaking, I prefer cuck porn and when I do have sex with her, I listen to her moans and pretend she’s being fucked by someone else.

 

[Darkjumper]

Honestly, there is no magic potion per se or one size fits all. It all comes down to what works for the both of you. So far you are on the right track in that you both had a conversation or conversations about it. But, more importantly, there is a meeting of the minds and both are in agreement for it. Make sure that you discuss expectations and rules. If you keep emotions out of it, and it could happen, you should be fine. Keep re-evaluating as you progress thru it to make sure what you agreed upon is still in effect. If anything is changing or needs to be changed, discuss it. Communication will be your saving grace, so do a LOT of it. Be HONEST at all times with your thoughts and feelings. I will stop here, good luck. But my last say, be careful what you wish for.

 

[CoolDuo]

Was browsing for some porn and found a video from this site. I’m 21 in the military, wife is 20. I have always had the fantasy of watching my wife make a black dick disappear inside her.

The first time I expressed interest in this to her, I was pretty intoxicated and told her while she was my fiancé. She cried and asked how could I love her and be okay with watching her get fucked. She cried the hardest I’ve ever seen her cry that night so in order to save my marriage I pretended I was just fucked up and was talking nonsense.

Then, once married a year later I brought up having a threesome. She is bisexual and has always wanted to try a girl and I’m fine with that. She asked if I would also be doing things with the guy and I foolishly said not really since I’m not attracted to them so she asks “so it would just be me getting fucked by another guy”. She was mad I had lied and said this wasn’t a real thing I wanted a year ago and made me feel horrible. The thing is she loves me so much that she says she can’t bring herself to fuck anyone else because she only wants me.

I am honestly afraid of losing my marriage over this and have kept it a secret since convincing her (twice) I don’t actually want that. I am hoping she comes around one day and allows me to experience this sexual desire. I think I’m a cuck, but I don’t know if actually watching her will be how I think it is.

I’m 21 and she’s 20, so we are extremely young and I have no idea how to both preserve our marriage and have this fantasy come true. Please guide me, I know there are many knowledgeable veterans here with much to teach

This is not abnormal at all for a wife to feel "how could you want me to have sex with someone else?" Reinforce that you are empowering her to brace her raw sexuality, that you love her, and you're doing this as a married team for sexual pleasure.

Love to see you get verified if you can get her to that step and post some pics. Again, focus on sexually empowering her.

 

[Semtex]

Honestly, there is no magic potion per se or one size fits all. It all comes down to what works for the both of you. So far you are on the right track in that you both had a conversation or conversations about it. But, more importantly, there is a meeting of the minds and both are in agreement for it. Make sure that you discuss expectations and rules. If you keep emotions out of it, and it could happen, you should be fine. Keep re-evaluating as you progress thru it to make sure what you agreed upon is still in effect. If anything is changing or needs to be changed, discuss it. Communication will be your saving grace, so do a LOT of it. Be HONEST at all times with your thoughts and feelings. I will stop here, good luck. But my last say, be careful what you wish for.

This is not abnormal at all for a wife to feel "how could you want me to have sex with someone else?" Reinforce that you are empowering her to brace her raw sexuality, that you love her, and you're doing this as a married team for sexual pleasure.

Love to see you get verified if you can get her to that step and post some pics. Again, focus on sexually empowering her.

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I have dedication to my goals and I sincerely think it will one day happen. Thanks for the warm welcome

 

[paolacpl]

"how could I love her and be okay with watching her get fucked"
I think this is the most important part. Make her absolutely sure and certain, that you love her and she won't lose you. If she trusts you she will understand what a great thing happened to her, she will understand that she can have both you and the bulls and she will start having a lot of fun

 

[DubbteeTX]

Was browsing for some porn and found a video from this site. I’m 21 in the military, wife is 20. I have always had the fantasy of watching my wife make a black dick disappear inside her.

The first time I expressed interest in this to her, I was pretty intoxicated and told her while she was my fiancé. She cried and asked how could I love her and be okay with watching her get fucked. She cried the hardest I’ve ever seen her cry that night so in order to save my marriage I pretended I was just fucked up and was talking nonsense.

Then, once married a year later I brought up having a threesome. She is bisexual and has always wanted to try a girl and I’m fine with that. She asked if I would also be doing things with the guy and I foolishly said not really since I’m not attracted to them so she asks “so it would just be me getting fucked by another guy”. She was mad I had lied and said this wasn’t a real thing I wanted a year ago and made me feel horrible. The thing is she loves me so much that she says she can’t bring herself to fuck anyone else because she only wants me.

I am honestly afraid of losing my marriage over this and have kept it a secret since convincing her (twice) I don’t actually want that. I am hoping she comes around one day and allows me to experience this sexual desire. I think I’m a cuck, but I don’t know if actually watching her will be how I think it is.

I’m 21 and she’s 20, so we are extremely young and I have no idea how to both preserve our marriage and have this fantasy come true. Please guide me, I know there are many knowledgeable veterans here with much to teach

Give it some time. Also, you have learned that the truth...honesty...is better than lying or being untruthful.

 

[KingCuntry]

"how could I love her and be okay with watching her get fucked"
I think this is the most important part. Make her absolutely sure and certain, that you love her and she won't lose you. If she trusts you she will understand what a great thing happened to her, she will understand that she can have both you and the bulls and she will start having a lot of fun

A hot hot wife. Used to know one of those. Time passes by. Never a cuck ain't my thing. My chic gone be bad from head to toe. The bulls probably wouldn't even last long she'd be looking so fly. No disrespect either way just approval that I'm approving how sexy she looks and bad. Whatever loyalty to me. All good. Let's ride

 

[Dcuckold]

Was browsing for some porn and found a video from this site. I’m 21 in the military, wife is 20. I have always had the fantasy of watching my wife make a black dick disappear inside her.

The first time I expressed interest in this to her, I was pretty intoxicated and told her while she was my fiancé. She cried and asked how could I love her and be okay with watching her get fucked. She cried the hardest I’ve ever seen her cry that night so in order to save my marriage I pretended I was just fucked up and was talking nonsense.

Then, once married a year later I brought up having a threesome. She is bisexual and has always wanted to try a girl and I’m fine with that. She asked if I would also be doing things with the guy and I foolishly said not really since I’m not attracted to them so she asks “so it would just be me getting fucked by another guy”. She was mad I had lied and said this wasn’t a real thing I wanted a year ago and made me feel horrible. The thing is she loves me so much that she says she can’t bring herself to fuck anyone else because she only wants me.

I am honestly afraid of losing my marriage over this and have kept it a secret since convincing her (twice) I don’t actually want that. I am hoping she comes around one day and allows me to experience this sexual desire. I think I’m a cuck, but I don’t know if actually watching her will be how I think it is.

I’m 21 and she’s 20, so we are extremely young and I have no idea how to both preserve our marriage and have this fantasy come true. Please guide me, I know there are many knowledgeable veterans here with much to teach

I think it is wise of you to admit that seeing your wife take on a BBC will be as satisfying as you think in your fantasy.
I want to suggest that you propose a fantasy time between you and your wife. You ask her to write about a fantasy that SHE has. I capitalize SHE because often a woman who loves you will say or write about what she thinks YOU want, loving women are like that. So I suggest you make it clear to her to write about her fantasy. You of course write about your fantasy. You both agree ahead of time to be non judgmental about whatever you share with each other.
On the given evening you make it as romantic and comfortable for her as you know how.
You exchange your writing and maybe you should go to separate rooms to read what she has written about.
You are probably going to enjoy whatever she writes because it is so erotic to be allowed in a woman's secret sexual thoughts you will surely agree? You know that you are going to have to accept and incorporate what she fantasizes about into your sexual life. You are surely going to love it.
So when you two come back together after reading each other's fantasy you can talk about them openly and then you can find the appropriate videos with her fantasy in mind and let her watch them while you are giving her pleasure by going down on her and anything else she likes.
You see where I am going with this right? Allow her to be honest with you about her fantasy and don't push too hard for your desires in the beginning. Just let her find her way.
In time you can just role play with each other. No need to reach outside of your marriage too soon. Your marriage is young and so are both of you guys. There is plenty of time so don't rush things.

 

[Sharon and Dav]