Was browsing for some porn and found a video from this site. I’m 21 in the military, wife is 20. I have always had the fantasy of watching my wife make a black dick disappear inside her.
The first time I expressed interest in this to her, I was pretty intoxicated and told her while she was my fiancé. She cried and asked how could I love her and be okay with watching her get fucked. She cried the hardest I’ve ever seen her cry that night so in order to save my marriage I pretended I was just fucked up and was talking nonsense.
Then, once married a year later I brought up having a threesome. She is bisexual and has always wanted to try a girl and I’m fine with that. She asked if I would also be doing things with the guy and I foolishly said not really since I’m not attracted to them so she asks “so it would just be me getting fucked by another guy”. She was mad I had lied and said this wasn’t a real thing I wanted a year ago and made me feel horrible. The thing is she loves me so much that she says she can’t bring herself to fuck anyone else because she only wants me.
I am honestly afraid of losing my marriage over this and have kept it a secret since convincing her (twice) I don’t actually want that. I am hoping she comes around one day and allows me to experience this sexual desire. I think I’m a cuck, but I don’t know if actually watching her will be how I think it is.
I’m 21 and she’s 20, so we are extremely young and I have no idea how to both preserve our marriage and have this fantasy come true. Please guide me, I know there are many knowledgeable veterans here with much to teach
The first time I expressed interest in this to her, I was pretty intoxicated and told her while she was my fiancé. She cried and asked how could I love her and be okay with watching her get fucked. She cried the hardest I’ve ever seen her cry that night so in order to save my marriage I pretended I was just fucked up and was talking nonsense.
Then, once married a year later I brought up having a threesome. She is bisexual and has always wanted to try a girl and I’m fine with that. She asked if I would also be doing things with the guy and I foolishly said not really since I’m not attracted to them so she asks “so it would just be me getting fucked by another guy”. She was mad I had lied and said this wasn’t a real thing I wanted a year ago and made me feel horrible. The thing is she loves me so much that she says she can’t bring herself to fuck anyone else because she only wants me.
I am honestly afraid of losing my marriage over this and have kept it a secret since convincing her (twice) I don’t actually want that. I am hoping she comes around one day and allows me to experience this sexual desire. I think I’m a cuck, but I don’t know if actually watching her will be how I think it is.
I’m 21 and she’s 20, so we are extremely young and I have no idea how to both preserve our marriage and have this fantasy come true. Please guide me, I know there are many knowledgeable veterans here with much to teach