I recently had a really weird experience I still haven’t processed yet and I don’t know who to talk to about, so I am writing about it here anonymously.
2 weeks ago I was at my favorite club with some friends, just drinking and having fun. At some point later in the night I was looking out into the dance floor and saw what almost looked like my sister twerking on this tall ass black dude. I immediately thought I was wrong but after getting closer I realized it was totally her! I was totally speechless and my mind freaked out. I just stood there watching her twerk passionately with no idea what to do about it.
It was super weird but I started getting super stiff watching them. I felt sick to my stomach but the way she was gyrating on him was mesmerizing. My sister is a very attractive blonde chick and we are from a conservative home, so her dating a black man had never crossed my mind. What made it worse was that I could clearly see that the man was hung through his sweatpants and her up and down rubbing on him was clearly having an effect.
I’m still at a loss for how to process this and what it means but I literally have not been able to stop thinking about it since. Every time I try to ******* I rewatch that scene in my mind. I started looking into this and found this site, not really sure where to go from here.
Just pretty surreal to watch. I haven’t been able to look her in the eye since but just thinking about it is enough to get completely hard.