Jack Smith
Male
Interesting question. I can relate back to one rather intense encounter to know the roots of my obsession.
Like most little ******* I'd seen my dad naked a number of times and didn't really think much of it. It was perfectly natural.
Then one summer our family went on vacation in Hawaii ... I was 11.
I went into one of the many beach changing rooms to shower off the salt. As my eyes adjusted to the darker interior light I found my attention riveted to the crotch of an older naked black man. He must have been 65 or 70. He looked down at me as I struggled to avert my eyes saying, "it's okay ... it's okay to look." He was huge compared to my dad ... HUGE! In no particular hurry he hung up his towel and pulled his bathing suit on. I just stood there stunned silent and as he left he said with a crooked smile, "You know?, size really IS important."
Much more happened as the years past and as it turns out I have a little one even by white standards but I often wonder if that guy knew the rather profound impact he had on my sexual self confidence and later attempts at dating.
There's no way to know of course, but I kinda think it was no accidental encounter. I think he'd be pleased to know just how much dysfunction one look at his cock caused as I later entered the dating world and how it turns me on now to watch my girl lusting after black cock
One look, etched in my psyche ...
Like most little ******* I'd seen my dad naked a number of times and didn't really think much of it. It was perfectly natural.
Then one summer our family went on vacation in Hawaii ... I was 11.
I went into one of the many beach changing rooms to shower off the salt. As my eyes adjusted to the darker interior light I found my attention riveted to the crotch of an older naked black man. He must have been 65 or 70. He looked down at me as I struggled to avert my eyes saying, "it's okay ... it's okay to look." He was huge compared to my dad ... HUGE! In no particular hurry he hung up his towel and pulled his bathing suit on. I just stood there stunned silent and as he left he said with a crooked smile, "You know?, size really IS important."
Much more happened as the years past and as it turns out I have a little one even by white standards but I often wonder if that guy knew the rather profound impact he had on my sexual self confidence and later attempts at dating.
There's no way to know of course, but I kinda think it was no accidental encounter. I think he'd be pleased to know just how much dysfunction one look at his cock caused as I later entered the dating world and how it turns me on now to watch my girl lusting after black cock
One look, etched in my psyche ...