There’s certainly nothing wrong with that,,,if you’re happy and he’s happy, like they say “if it ain’t broke, don’t fix it”,,,it’s your life, the only one you get, the last thing you wanna do is look back and say “I shoulda”,,,there’s gonna be enough of that without your help. I shouldn’t have retired for fear of leaving an impression of an old hag hanging in too long,,,turns out I could’ve easily ran another seven years,,,oh well, we make plans and God laughs! Truth be told, I retired because of my hub’s health, this was something we did together, that’s what made it work, I consoled myself by telling myself I didn't want to overstay my welcome. To continue without him would be just plain fuck’n in my mind, not cucking. When I retired I was 47, but with only gray hair and no wrinkles, and my body still looking the same, I could’ve pulled off my mid to upper 30’s,,,it wasn’t until much later I discovered exactly how much longer I could’ve run, but I still didn’t want to become like some we’re all aware of but refuse to name names, they’ve moved from Hotwive‘s to MILF’s, to GILF’s, and to whatever their doing these days, LOL. That’s not me,,,as much as I miss all the excitement, we all have our time, at least mine has had a limited amount of “I shoulda’s”!!!
Every time “It’s my life” by Bon Jovi comes on you’ll find me dancing around my apartment,,,singing along to “like Frankie said I did it my way,,,”. LOL