Just do what you like. I have the same question. Why I would like to see mynwife blacked by a real bbc? I thought it is something strange with me... but in the end I stopped asking myself and try to black herWell, I love my boyfriend, a very regular white guy, the whitest you can imagine, I honestly love him and he is attentive and financially present with me. But I can't resist when a black man takes his cock out in my face, I have to suck it and swallow his cum, it's like that, idk. I stopped asking myself a long time ago, I just enjoy it.