Internet is where I found out about the cuckold lifestyle. Idea of watching my girl with another man seemed disgusting, I couldn't see why I'd do it.
Then I discovered IR porn and black guys are just sooo different and bigger. I started to fantasize my girl would be pleasured by a bbc while I watch. Just seeing her tiny pussy stretched, the color difference and fact I can never please her like that started to turn me on like crazy, but I figured it would remain my dream since I couldn't imagine any local girls would be into that, at least my ex wasn't.
My girl and I are from central Europe - almost no black guys here. Before she met me she went to USA to study for 4 months. She partied a lot and she she almost hooked up with two black guys but kissing was all they've done. She told me this two months into our relationship and admitted she was always attracted to black guys, I couldn't believe my luck.