When u realize how BNWO is a huge nonsense

It began when my wife told me she was pregnant with a black baby. The annihilation completion, emasculation, and feeling of true worthlessness occurred when I sucked his cock, took a deep swallow of his full load then while on my knees; thanked him for giving us a baby to raise. My wife standing beside him looking down at me with the most satisfied smile; made me feel one inch tall. I'll remember that moment fondly forever. It's a feeling of humiliation you just can't express with words, yet it was strangely satisfying to finally accept my total defeat.
 
There are so many little things that do

my fist time meeting up with a bull online, i was still bi-curious, shy and hesitant..so when he ordered me to kiss him on the lips and we made out, i automatically felt like a girly submissive bitch inside! And there was no turning back!

the thick and heavy girth of a bbc, when its pushed down my mouth and lips!

and i just recently started doing anal- the cream pies and bbc cum dripping down my ass cheeks ughhhhh

oo yes! And swallowing a big black mans loadd will definitely make u feel soft and feminine
 
Guys, when did u realize that BBCs took all masculinity and thoughts about women from u? Was it during the first BBC porn, first sight of BBC in reality or first feeling in hands, mouth, ass.. ?
I remember it was the moment when I took it in my hand. I was with my gf and him that night and she wanted from me to feel it and stroke it, but I just touched it for a few seconds.
It changed something in me and since then I haven't looked any women, neither I found them interesting anymore...
How it's possible that BBCs are so powerful? Am I the only who experienced this so quickly?

Oh my how do I tell you... well I used to cross dress when I was like 8 yes old. I'm Latino. I would always sneak into my parents bedroom to wear some panties,thongs,lingerie ect.... this was when I was young... I first saw bbc when I was in my mid teens... it would turn me on so much... I loved seeing beautiful women suck fuck but mainly suck those big beautiful BBCs... I didnt know but.... looking back I get it.
my first first BBC experience was when i was 21...i sucked one for like 30 mins before he came in my face. I drank vodka and smoked before cause i was nervous and dint wanna chicken out... i deep throat his almost 10 inch BBC. And i had alot of skill from watching alot of interracial blowjob vids....i like how even soft he was bigger than me. And how big he grew as i pleased him with my mouth...he asked where i wanted him to cum.... and like the little bitch i am i wanted a facial. Thats the day my life changed.
I felt feminine. I used to cross dress growing up but then it made sense... I've been loving BBC ever since and dream of meeting a QOS Wife!
 
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