we had been married for over 19 years when one night she was giving me a blow job when out of the blue she started telling me about her first husband how she had trouble taking him when they would have sex. I had never ask about him or had she every told me about him ,,so I ask how big he was I'm about 6.5 , she told me he was a little over 9.5 inches long.. I ask her if she every miss having a big cock to play with ,,,, she told me sometime ,, well that got me thinking I had been watching a little i.r. porn ,, after that night I started watching more and more porn,, the more I watch the more I thought about her first big cock ,, I never thought about watching her with him but with a bbc,,,, I work with 5or 6 black guys and I started talking to this one guy a lot over time we became friend ,,,I started having him over to watch the game with me after some time him and the wife became friend ,, that got me thinking more and more about seeing her take a big cock,, I started talking to her about him ,I ask her if she every hear what they said about black guys ,,she said what do you think and just smile and walk away,, that got me thinking more ,,,but that a stories for some other time,,,