It isn't about being gay or straight. If it turns you on to make me kneel in front of your Lover, then I will. If you like jerking him into my mouth, then I will hold still not matter how degrading. If you want to see me humiliated, then I will beg for cock in order to please you. If I became gay, then it would not be humiliating. The excitement that women feel is because they know I want to fuck them, but I am only allowed to suck off the Bull or to clean him and my woman. It is not that I cease to be hetero, but that I cease to be a man.