Ok looking for opinions here. Me and the wife tried cuckolding and were so into/ looking forward to it, but when we starting she started to go down on him gagging and deepthroating to her max. So much to say the bull came within 5 min of getting a bi from her. This left me disappointed because I wanted much more to happen( I had only been eating her out while she took care of him). I expressed my disappointment in front of all parties. After that my wife has said she doesnt want to do it again. My main question is since we had a not so good first experience and she says now she doesnt want it....is there anything I can try to change her mind? We have been talking about this fantasy for the last 9 yrs it's been about 7 yrs since we last actually had the previously mentioned experience. I find it hard to get off on anything else but this fantasy, every time we have sex I always think about it.