Yes all so true! The cheating is a rush, even if allowed. Not letting hubby in on when you are is so hot. The giving your fully in any manner yet another thing so erotic. Two things I would never do and will never do with hubby is ass to mouth. My black lover just tells me when and I do it. The other is letting hubby go from pussy to ass and back, any black man can all he likes and I just enjoy. Being borrowed out or rented long ago whould have made me feel cheep and dirty. But with black men I feel desired and wanton. All of it makes for amazing orgasms, something I have become addicted to shamelessly.