I’m (wife) primarily a switch during sex w my husband or even as a swinger. But during solo or MFM play w my husband and a bull, it is almost a comfort to be a sub. There is a societal guilt when playing w others and even worse when selfishly seeking a beautiful big (black) cock. As a sub, those selfish thoughts are taken from you. You are now simply a toy to be used to satisfy a man’s pure ******* desires. To be the receiver of this masculine dominant energy. I just hope my smile and moans don’t take away from how much they think they are “punishing” me
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I do switch back when I suck my bulls cock to finish. Controlling his pleasure and then teasing his sensitive head until he begs me to stop.