My husband is very much interested in having me make him a cuckold. I have never done this before and I am feeling very self conscious about it. We have discussed the size of the cock the bull should have and ofcourse he wants it to be as big as we can find, I however would like average of a little above average to start. Should I be able to make these decisions or is it the cucks decision? And any pointers for starters or newbies to this?