Ruined or rewired

[Usnluv]

My wife and I have enjoyed our cuckold marriage for many years. Like many cuckold couples we have progressed through many stages. Starting with reclaiming, then cleaning. To chastity and pussy free to finally BBC sissy cuckold. The last one has either ruined me, or rewired, not sure. First let me say I am NOT complaining. I know what true pleasure is now that I have felt what being with a Real Man is like. I have experienced the difference between cumming and whole body orgasm. It goes without saying that whole body shaking orgasms immediately replaced any desire to cum as a man ever again. My beautiful wife was happy for us both, not to mention extremely turned on by watching her husband accept her Bull as the Real Man in our relationship.

Due to the pandemic and other unfortunate circumstances we have not had a Man in our lives for some time now.. sadly.

Yesterday we decided that I would be allowed to once again penetrate her, still would not be allowed to cum on or in her. Her rule. That is for Black Men only.

Now the issue. Even though I was beyond excited I had difficulty becoming erect. My past has taught me that the little thing I once prized is not my sexual organ. So no surprise that any other state other than being limp was a challenge. After a good amount of foreplay it became obvious that I was struggling. My wife decided that I needed some help. Using her vibrator and openly talking about Black Cock and how badly we both need one did the trick. I was finally able to penetrate her for all of 30 seconds.

Am I ruined or rewired?

 

[slut&sissi]

Sissies are to supposed to get hard

 

[TwinkSlave]

I think you stumbled onto your answer in your own post: you already made the switch to BBC sissy cuck. You’re a sub.

If you are worried about having intimate moments with your wife, just use a BBC strap on while you’re locked in chastity.

You’re definitely rewired to be that way, you want to be with your wife but that’s not the ideal arrangement. You actually want to serve BBC with your wife, that’s why you got aroused when she was openly talking about needing a BBC and not you.

 

[BillyMac]

My wife and I have enjoyed our cuckold marriage for many years. Like many cuckold couples we have progressed through many stages. Starting with reclaiming, then cleaning. To chastity and pussy free to finally BBC sissy cuckold. The last one has either ruined me, or rewired, not sure. First let me say I am NOT complaining. I know what true pleasure is now that I have felt what being with a Real Man is like. I have experienced the difference between cumming and whole body orgasm. It goes without saying that whole body shaking orgasms immediately replaced any desire to cum as a man ever again. My beautiful wife was happy for us both, not to mention extremely turned on by watching her husband accept her Bull as the Real Man in our relationship.

Due to the pandemic and other unfortunate circumstances we have not had a Man in our lives for some time now.. sadly.

Yesterday we decided that I would be allowed to once again penetrate her, still would not be allowed to cum on or in her. Her rule. That is for Black Men only.

Now the issue. Even though I was beyond excited I had difficulty becoming erect. My past has taught me that the little thing I once prized is not my sexual organ. So no surprise that any other state other than being limp was a challenge. After a good amount of foreplay it became obvious that I was struggling. My wife decided that I needed some help. Using her vibrator and openly talking about Black Cock and how badly we both need one did the trick. I was finally able to penetrate her for all of 30 seconds.

Am I ruined or rewired?

Pretty deep stuff. I’ll start by saying that self describing as ruined is a little heavy handed. I was very conflicted and uneasy about the path my wife and I were on as well. Our marriage counselor related it best when she referenced my first sexual experience years ago. Correctly she assumed that after, like most young men, all I thought about was how to get in the pants of the next attractive female I was around. To use your word, life was “rewired” towards just that activity.

That assessment by her was born from the progression you referenced. I think a “re-wiring” is much more accurate and the lifestyle we’re in is a big and mighty influence. I started off as a never to anything beyond getting pleasure from watching. The nevers of sex after she’d been cum in, cleaning her up, degrading speak and acts, and last but not least servicing and giving up my ass to bulls changed. Psychologically speaking ruined is not correct. At the same time if getting fucked or sucking is too heavy just stop or take a step back. It was heavy for me and others I know as well.

We don’t have sex often but maybe I can make a suggestion. The handful of times we’ve had sex outside of what now is our norm came from us being on dates or having joyous experiences together. I’ve said it before that 95% of life experiences whether it be family, work, friends, etc are detached from our cuckold lifestyle. Make it a point to detach yourselves on occasion. Does that mean I don’t intermingle my thoughts of her and what I watch? No of course not. But that’s also combined with all the “normal” things which have always turned me on about her. It’s typically very passionate and fulfilling beyond the physical.

As for the not cumming in her. I think that’s got to change if you give what I just mentioned a shot. I know you said that’s her rule but I’d lobby for an exception. When we’re in it my wife takes a lot of pride in the deprivation of cumming. I’ve been pussy free and caged for weeks at a time. When I’m not and when she’s about to get fucked she makes me cum in a trash can or on myself and makes me clean it. Extreme by some measures. At the same time she, at least in my opinion sees the importance of snippets of regular sexual activity. May I suggest you guys giving that a shot.

 

[WeWannaTryBBC]

My wife and I have enjoyed our cuckold marriage for many years. Like many cuckold couples we have progressed through many stages. Starting with reclaiming, then cleaning. To chastity and pussy free to finally BBC sissy cuckold. The last one has either ruined me, or rewired, not sure. First let me say I am NOT complaining. I know what true pleasure is now that I have felt what being with a Real Man is like. I have experienced the difference between cumming and whole body orgasm. It goes without saying that whole body shaking orgasms immediately replaced any desire to cum as a man ever again. My beautiful wife was happy for us both, not to mention extremely turned on by watching her husband accept her Bull as the Real Man in our relationship.

Due to the pandemic and other unfortunate circumstances we have not had a Man in our lives for some time now.. sadly.

Yesterday we decided that I would be allowed to once again penetrate her, still would not be allowed to cum on or in her. Her rule. That is for Black Men only.

Now the issue. Even though I was beyond excited I had difficulty becoming erect. My past has taught me that the little thing I once prized is not my sexual organ. So no surprise that any other state other than being limp was a challenge. After a good amount of foreplay it became obvious that I was struggling. My wife decided that I needed some help. Using her vibrator and openly talking about Black Cock and how badly we both need one did the trick. I was finally able to penetrate her for all of 30 seconds.

Am I ruined or rewired?

Sounds like rewired but, in your true natural state, if that makes sense? A lot of white men crave this lifestyle, its a reason why BBC/cuck porn etc is so huge, (no pun intended lol). i would say enjoy it...let your wife have all the fun she craves! And enjoy cumming when you can!

oddly enough during the pandemic is when I went full-nympho . I hear about ppl being isolated etc, in my experience ppl were fucking more than ever, especially from dating apps etc. because the restaurants bars movies were closed..so was a perfect excuse for netfux and chill lol

 

[harderplease]

ive been rewired...tp her perfect sub

 

[3eta3itch]

My wife and I have enjoyed our cuckold marriage for many years. Like many cuckold couples we have progressed through many stages. Starting with reclaiming, then cleaning. To chastity and pussy free to finally BBC sissy cuckold. The last one has either ruined me, or rewired, not sure. First let me say I am NOT complaining. I know what true pleasure is now that I have felt what being with a Real Man is like. I have experienced the difference between cumming and whole body orgasm. It goes without saying that whole body shaking orgasms immediately replaced any desire to cum as a man ever again. My beautiful wife was happy for us both, not to mention extremely turned on by watching her husband accept her Bull as the Real Man in our relationship.

Due to the pandemic and other unfortunate circumstances we have not had a Man in our lives for some time now.. sadly.

Yesterday we decided that I would be allowed to once again penetrate her, still would not be allowed to cum on or in her. Her rule. That is for Black Men only.

Now the issue. Even though I was beyond excited I had difficulty becoming erect. My past has taught me that the little thing I once prized is not my sexual organ. So no surprise that any other state other than being limp was a challenge. After a good amount of foreplay it became obvious that I was struggling. My wife decided that I needed some help. Using her vibrator and openly talking about Black Cock and how badly we both need one did the trick. I was finally able to penetrate her for all of 30 seconds.

Am I ruined or rewired?

i would say 'ruined', as a man. But not rewired. This is probably what you always were, and you're finally accepting the reality of your place in the Hierarchy. Congratulations

 

[e64]

My wife and I have enjoyed our cuckold marriage for many years. Like many cuckold couples we have progressed through many stages. Starting with reclaiming, then cleaning. To chastity and pussy free to finally BBC sissy cuckold. The last one has either ruined me, or rewired, not sure. First let me say I am NOT complaining. I know what true pleasure is now that I have felt what being with a Real Man is like. I have experienced the difference between cumming and whole body orgasm. It goes without saying that whole body shaking orgasms immediately replaced any desire to cum as a man ever again. My beautiful wife was happy for us both, not to mention extremely turned on by watching her husband accept her Bull as the Real Man in our relationship.

Due to the pandemic and other unfortunate circumstances we have not had a Man in our lives for some time now.. sadly.

Yesterday we decided that I would be allowed to once again penetrate her, still would not be allowed to cum on or in her. Her rule. That is for Black Men only.

Now the issue. Even though I was beyond excited I had difficulty becoming erect. My past has taught me that the little thing I once prized is not my sexual organ. So no surprise that any other state other than being limp was a challenge. After a good amount of foreplay it became obvious that I was struggling. My wife decided that I needed some help. Using her vibrator and openly talking about Black Cock and how badly we both need one did the trick. I was finally able to penetrate her for all of 30 seconds.

Am I ruined or rewired?

 

[Eatzitafter]

My wife and I have enjoyed our cuckold marriage for many years. Like many cuckold couples we have progressed through many stages. Starting with reclaiming, then cleaning. To chastity and pussy free to finally BBC sissy cuckold. The last one has either ruined me, or rewired, not sure. First let me say I am NOT complaining. I know what true pleasure is now that I have felt what being with a Real Man is like. I have experienced the difference between cumming and whole body orgasm. It goes without saying that whole body shaking orgasms immediately replaced any desire to cum as a man ever again. My beautiful wife was happy for us both, not to mention extremely turned on by watching her husband accept her Bull as the Real Man in our relationship.

Due to the pandemic and other unfortunate circumstances we have not had a Man in our lives for some time now.. sadly.

Yesterday we decided that I would be allowed to once again penetrate her, still would not be allowed to cum on or in her. Her rule. That is for Black Men only.

Now the issue. Even though I was beyond excited I had difficulty becoming erect. My past has taught me that the little thing I once prized is not my sexual organ. So no surprise that any other state other than being limp was a challenge. After a good amount of foreplay it became obvious that I was struggling. My wife decided that I needed some help. Using her vibrator and openly talking about Black Cock and how badly we both need one did the trick. I was finally able to penetrate her for all of 30 seconds.

Am I ruined or rewired?

My unscientific opinion: rewired.

 

[ready-dh]

Perhaps you were inclined so by nature, maybe you are not Alpha cuckold. Perhaps you are a Sigma cuckold.

 

[NYNJcuckcouple]

My wife and I have enjoyed our cuckold marriage for many years. Like many cuckold couples we have progressed through many stages. Starting with reclaiming, then cleaning. To chastity and pussy free to finally BBC sissy cuckold. The last one has either ruined me, or rewired, not sure. First let me say I am NOT complaining. I know what true pleasure is now that I have felt what being with a Real Man is like. I have experienced the difference between cumming and whole body orgasm. It goes without saying that whole body shaking orgasms immediately replaced any desire to cum as a man ever again. My beautiful wife was happy for us both, not to mention extremely turned on by watching her husband accept her Bull as the Real Man in our relationship.

Due to the pandemic and other unfortunate circumstances we have not had a Man in our lives for some time now.. sadly.

Yesterday we decided that I would be allowed to once again penetrate her, still would not be allowed to cum on or in her. Her rule. That is for Black Men only.

Now the issue. Even though I was beyond excited I had difficulty becoming erect. My past has taught me that the little thing I once prized is not my sexual organ. So no surprise that any other state other than being limp was a challenge. After a good amount of foreplay it became obvious that I was struggling. My wife decided that I needed some help. Using her vibrator and openly talking about Black Cock and how badly we both need one did the trick. I was finally able to penetrate her for all of 30 seconds.

Am I ruined or rewired?

Thank You for this post . I feel it is exactly what has happened to me . I have always been submissive mentally but while married I could not act on the cuck thing. ...fast forward to me and my Lady and the Cuckold lifestyle we decided fits us (Like you we've haven't played as much as we've like) So this cuck lifestyle fits us and we have gone through stages ... I would normally be shaken or bothered being a man and not getting hard ...but I know she loves me as a person and who I am . I feel secure and happy to be under her sexual control . What turns me on now is being penetrated and I orgasm like a female ...nipples tweaked too ... I am not gay or Bi or like men but I am her sissy and her pushing me towards that is the most intense thing I ever experienced ...I know there is more ahead ...some of it scares me .. A man taking me or giving me a anal orgasm to me is the point of no return . slowly I am being rewired . Chastity had a lot to do with it too. It is way more than just the phyiscal body not getting hard .,,,mentally I am not a normal sexual man anymore

 

[whiteshadoe]

Perfect timing for me