Being a cuckold suits me for many reasons. 1. I am a small, weak, effeminate beta boy. My clitty is inadequate to satisfy women (from experience). I am built to be a submissive bottom, not an aggressive top. 2. As a feminist I feel women should be free to fulfill all their sexual needs in or outside of marriage, as THEY choose. 3. Growing up in a big city, surrounded by black males, I found myself attracted to them and their aura of uninhibited sexual prowess. 4. Lastly I always have been a crossdresser. I was always drawn to my femininity and could not deny my IR desires.