Point of no return to being straight

[TexasChocolate]

I love the when white guys describe themselves as mostly Straight

Back when Halo 3 was a thing, I played with a "mostly straight" guy. I wore a replica of my old baseball uniform one Halloween and his wife said I looked hot. Things started to blur seems like. I was her first Black guy, word of mouth I guess. Cool guy, went to Canada on business and told me to take care of her while he was gone. I spent the whole summer stretching her out. He came back from Canada to a much better woman. They always pick your slang up, side effect of the BBC summer program. It took a lot of Saturday morning sessions for her to earn the right and not get an eye roll from me when it wasn't organic. Never said the N word, I don't mind it, besides the story she tells mostly straight guy is much better if she drops UGK lyrics randomly, she's not thinking about rap at all either my guy.

 

[cumInMyBBWWife]

for me, I convinced myself a lot of my play "didn't count" for one reason or another. it was all mental gymnastics.

for me, the crossover point was getting fucked raw for the first time. he was also the first guy I hooked up with more than once, but once we decided to fuck without a condom, it was the first time I "felt" gay.

when he slid in, I let my guard down. it was such a relief. I let myself enjoy it, I remember hearing him moan inside of me and I didn't care about labels anymore. there was something about him erupting inside of me and me carrying around another mans cum that made it undeniable for me.

Same for me! Cum inside me did it!

... but instead of feeling "gay", I felt like a true sissy (caged too), or even a woman... my wife's girlfriend!!
Never felt like a "man" after that --- My wife also does not see me as a man anymore since then. She indeed sees me as and calls me her girlfriend!

 

[hbskta]

Same for me! Cum inside me did it!

... but instead of feeling "gay", I felt like a true sissy (caged too), or even a woman... my wife's girlfriend!!
Never felt like a "man" after that --- My wife also does not see me as a man anymore since then. She indeed sees me as and calls me her girlfriend!

Black cum in the ass def does it

 

[SissyStag3o5]

Black cum in the ass def does its
I think mine wife feels

Same for me! Cum inside me did it!

... but instead of feeling "gay", I felt like a true sissy (caged too), or even a woman... my wife's girlfriend!!
Never felt like a "man" after that --- My wife also does not see me as a man anymore since then. She indeed sees me as and calls me her girlfriend!

I think my wife feels the same. I think after watching me get ass fucked in front of a crowed room by my latin bbc, she hasn't seen me the same. Luckily our wives love us and don't leave us. Like she said, marriage is much more than just sex. I love her and I'm grateful. Wish she would get back on the saddle again. She's single now, but hopefully soon, we can find lovers for her. Everyother weekend, she fingers my clit, and I make her cum by messaging her g-spot. She soaks the bed, I drop my few drops of milk and we have a great day together.

 

[blaQjaq]

I view it as many steps of a long journey. My first time meeting a man, big strong black man, I considered it experimental. But the next two days at work I could feel that my ass had been fucked thoroughly that Sunday night. How that night kept rolling through my head again and again each time I was reminded of what I let him do to me. I was still telling myself it was a one time thing and not something that I was going to be doing for the foreseeable future.

After a week or so my phone rang and when I saw his number I can’t explain the way my mind was spinning. Don’t answer, answer but tell him no thank you. I was not planning to do this again. What should I do?! With my heart pounding I took the call. I can’t remember what the short conversation was but it resulted with me being at his door, ringing the bell with breathless anticipation. I had shaved and put on sheer thong panties to make myself more fuckable.

I think my point of no return was when I answered that call and had no willpower to tell him no when he told me he wanted my ass again. When I left his place the second time I knew I was coming back for more.

Man, can I relate to that. Get it out of my system, I thought. It's a fantasy planted there by IR porn and my repeated orgasms to it. It'll dissolve when reality fails to match. My first time was "only" oral, at a subway station gloryhole, by random chance. Didn't intend to swallow his nut but his superior cock felt and tasted so amazing no way I could pull away. Afterward, mind spinning, unable to reconcile my former intentions with what my eyes (and mouth) had been opened to. Didn't want to go down that road but powerless to fight the fierce craving that had taken hold.

A Black Man is just not someone a whiteboi can toy with and not be permanently altered. Once you have a Black Man's seed in you, especially anally, you're branded, physically and psychologically. Taken anally his seed lives on inside you and can easily get into the bloodstream, invade your whole body and live for a few days. Even orally, as in my first time, the craving gripped me instantly and I couldn't sleep worrying if I was going to come back from it. I wasn't. I don't know, maybe if you never take Black cum inside you you might have a fighting chance but who can resist that when it's gotten to the point of insemination? Not to be spooky about it but some say African DNA has a conquering power over whites and I certainly can't disprove that.

 

[nicoletvslut]

Man, can I relate to that. Get it out of my system, I thought. It's a fantasy planted there by IR porn and my repeated orgasms to it. It'll dissolve when reality fails to match. My first time was "only" oral, at a subway station gloryhole, by random chance. Didn't intend to swallow his nut but his superior cock felt and tasted so amazing no way I could pull away. Afterward, mind spinning, unable to reconcile my former intentions with what my eyes (and mouth) had been opened to. Didn't want to go down that road but powerless to fight the fierce craving that had taken hold.

A Black Man is just not someone a whiteboi can toy with and not be permanently altered. Once you have a Black Man's seed in you, especially anally, you're branded, physically and psychologically. Taken anally his seed lives on inside you and can easily get into the bloodstream, invade your whole body and live for a few days. Even orally, as in my first time, the craving gripped me instantly and I couldn't sleep worrying if I was going to come back from it. I wasn't. I don't know, maybe if you never take Black cum inside you you might have a fighting chance but who can resist that when it's gotten to the point of insemination? Not to be spooky about it but some say African DNA has a conquering power over whites and I certainly can't disprove that.

Continual viewing of interracial porn has also had the same effect on me. I can't stop thinking about what it would be like to give in to my fantasy of submitting to a BBC Stud and wonder if I will become addicted to Black Cock. The feelings of femininity I experience from watching white sluts get fucked by their bulls has me aching to have my boi pussy used by a Black Man. Once this happens I have a feeling that it will be impossible for me to resist returning for more and to be honest I think I would enjoy it if I became a Black Cock Slut.

 

[blaQjaq]

Getting black cum pumped down your throat helps, but as my doctor told me,
a lot of your saliva kills off the NGF hormone. But once the villi in your rectum absorbs
that nasty stuff, the transformation begins in earnest.

Yes, saliva and stomach acid breaks down the semen pretty quickly, along with any pathogens, so that entry point is primarily a psychological hit. And that is powerful one especially delivered by a superior BBC.

It's anal insemination where the real biological, DNA-level invasion and reprogramming occurs. Not only from the incredibly absorptive tissues your doctor mentioned but also from the many, many micro tears (or larger) that a BBC will inflict on a boi's tissue-paper-like gut lining. Sperm cells are the smallest of all body cells and highly aggressive. They're designed to be penetrating invaders delivering his life essence as a payload. They will get direct access into the pH-friendly bloodstream where they can live for days. Once there they're transported everywhere in minutes.

In spite of an immune response, in no time his troops will spread live African DNA and his seminal plasma throughout your body. There are no studies I know of that have examined what effects this has but some energetic based medicine disciplines say the biological energy influences of past male partners can have very long lasting effects on females from just vaginal insemination. Imagine how it hits a whiteboi to have Black semen invading practically every tissue with his cocktail of spermatic hormones and dominating DNA life f0rce. From evolutionary and anecdotal perspectives it appears to have a neutering effect, removing the beta male from the gene pool and deleting the Black Man's competition by subjugation and even feminization.

On top of that, if the whiteboi is f0rced into a prostate (sissy) orgasm then he also risks losing the drive for penile orgasms or any erectile vitality. At that point his inferior dick is reduced back to a peepee, having been stripped of all procreative and pleasure functions.

 

[kindawantit]

i fell down the cuckold porn rabbit hole.
it took a few years, but when i got to the point of wishing i could eat the cum out of a freshly fucked white pussy was when i realized i was slipping.
not soon after i realized i could not cum unless a black cock was involved.

 

[Goliathc]

Same for me! Cum inside me did it!

... but instead of feeling "gay", I felt like a true sissy (caged too), or even a woman... my wife's girlfriend!!
Never felt like a "man" after that --- My wife also does not see me as a man anymore since then. She indeed sees me as and calls me her girlfriend!

Bonding with the female over a good BBC, that's the point of it all.

Yes, saliva and stomach acid breaks down the semen pretty quickly, along with any pathogens, so that entry point is primarily a psychological hit. And that is powerful one especially delivered by a superior BBC.

It's anal insemination where the real biological, DNA-level invasion and reprogramming occurs. Not only from the incredibly absorptive tissues your doctor mentioned but also from the many, many micro tears (or larger) that a BBC will inflict on a boi's tissue-paper-like gut lining. Sperm cells are the smallest of all body cells and highly aggressive. They're designed to be penetrating invaders delivering his life essence as a payload. They will get direct access into the pH-friendly bloodstream where they can live for days. Once there they're transported everywhere in minutes.

In spite of an immune response, in no time his troops will spread live African DNA and his seminal plasma throughout your body. There are no studies I know of that have examined what effects this has but some energetic based medicine disciplines say the biological energy influences of past male partners can have very long lasting effects on females from just vaginal insemination. Imagine how it hits a whiteboi to have Black semen invading practically every tissue with his cocktail of spermatic hormones and dominating DNA life f0rce. From evolutionary and anecdotal perspectives it appears to have a neutering effect, removing the beta male from the gene pool and deleting the Black Man's competition by subjugation and even feminization.

On top of that, if the whiteboi is f0rced into a prostate (sissy) orgasm then he also risks losing the drive for penile orgasms or any erectile function. At that point his dick is obsolete except to pee.

Correct! All the cuckold experience with its exclusively psychological explanations breaks down to this.

 

[nicoletvslut]

Yes, saliva and stomach acid breaks down the semen pretty quickly, along with any pathogens, so that entry point is primarily a psychological hit. And that is powerful one especially delivered by a superior BBC.

It's anal insemination where the real biological, DNA-level invasion and reprogramming occurs. Not only from the incredibly absorptive tissues your doctor mentioned but also from the many, many micro tears (or larger) that a BBC will inflict on a boi's tissue-paper-like gut lining. Sperm cells are the smallest of all body cells and highly aggressive. They're designed to be penetrating invaders delivering his life essence as a payload. They will get direct access into the pH-friendly bloodstream where they can live for days. Once there they're transported everywhere in minutes.

In spite of an immune response, in no time his troops will spread live African DNA and his seminal plasma throughout your body. There are no studies I know of that have examined what effects this has but some energetic based medicine disciplines say the biological energy influences of past male partners can have very long lasting effects on females from just vaginal insemination. Imagine how it hits a whiteboi to have Black semen invading practically every tissue with his cocktail of spermatic hormones and dominating DNA life f0rce. From evolutionary and anecdotal perspectives it appears to have a neutering effect, removing the beta male from the gene pool and deleting the Black Man's competition by subjugation and even feminization.

On top of that, if the whiteboi is f0rced into a prostate (sissy) orgasm then he also risks losing the drive for penile orgasms or any erectile function. At that point his dick is truly reduced to a peepee having no other use.

Oh God that sounds amazing. To have Black sperm invading my body would be an unbelievable fantasy to experience. It must be a wonderful feeling to have a Black Man's cum living inside you and feminising you from within. As a white crossdressing sissy it would be it such a pleasure to have a Black Stud introduce me to this sensation by fucking and fully feminising me making sure that I will always return for more.

 

[blaQjaq]

Oh God that sounds amazing. To have Black sperm invading my body would be an unbelievable fantasy to experience. It must be a wonderful feeling to have a Black Man's cum living inside you and feminising you from within. As a white crossdressing sissy it would be it such a pleasure to have a Black Stud introduce me to this sensation by fucking and fully feminising me making sure that I will always return for more.

The first seeding starts working on you from the inside out. It's subtle but irresistible. A whiteboi has no defense against Black insemination. When it happens be sure to hold it all inside you. Get him to ejaculate as deep as he can and then hold and gently rock his Black Cock around in there for a bit; don't waste any in a quick pull out. Same as if he were trying to get you pregnant. When he withdraws clamp down to milk all you can. Uncut cock is best as less seed is likely to get pulled back behind the coronal ridge. Have a plug ready to ensure it all stays inside and gets absorbed because Black Cock can really open you up and you'll be loose for a while. The more Black loads you take the stronger the impact. For best results reserve your ass for Black only and treat his semen as buried treasure inside you. Visualize the 200 million sperm that hung and matured in his Black Balls over the last 10 weeks wriggling into every capillary, releasing his African DNA like artillery, conquering your defeated manhood and hijacking your sex drive to serve Black Majesty.

 

[blaQjaq]

i fell down the cuckold porn rabbit hole.
it took a few years, but when i got to the point of wishing i could eat the cum out of a freshly fucked white pussy was when i realized i was slipping.
not soon after i realized i could not cum unless a black cock was involved.

It scared me when I suddenly found it very hard to cum without Black Cock to focus on. That's when I tried to scramble back to safety and went cold turkey trying to get my sexual drive back on safe territory. Over some months I did regain some lost function there but even though I wasn't looking at BBC it would keep invading my thoughts. My orgasms just weren't as intense without BBC in them and often just when cumming BBC lust would f0rce itself into the intimate moment.

BBC really hijacks a whiteboi's orgasm in a way that's hard to undo. I think that's not as much due to the insertion of a new desire but more because of what's already deep within us that BBC awakens and liberates. Once your submissive white nature is allowed to express itself it can't be easily put back in the box.

 

[bbclovinwife]

I don't think I have one. I enjoy sex with a woman differently then I do sex with a man. No matter how much I desire a man to mount me. The sight of a beautiful woman still excites me.

I agree with you a 100 percent but my heart is set on BBC’s as a husband

 

[nicoletvslut]

The first seeding starts working on you from the inside out. It's subtle but irresistible. A whiteboi has no defense against Black insemination. When it happens be sure to hold it all inside you. Get him to ejaculate as deep as he can and then hold and gently rock his Black Cock around in there for a bit; don't waste any in a quick pull out. Same as if he were trying to get you pregnant. When he withdraws clamp down to milk all you can. Uncut cock is best as less seed is likely to get pulled back behind the coronal ridge. Have a plug ready to ensure it all stays inside and gets absorbed because Black Cock can really open you up and you'll be loose for a while. The more you Black loads you take the stronger the impact. For best results reserve your ass for Black only and treat his semen as buried treasure inside you. Visualize the 200 million sperm that hung and matured in his Black Balls over the last 10 weeks wriggling into every capillary, releasing his African DNA like artillery, conquering your defeated manhood and hijacking your sex drive to serve Black Majesty.

Thank you for the advice. It's so beautiful to realise how we can be transformed by a Black Man's Cum and it's such a turn on to imagine his seed coursing round my body. I can imagine how being Black Bred would cause an addiction to BBC and how it would result in repeated submission to Black Studs.

 

[bbclovinwife]

I had talked with a black man I had been a bottom with a few times and he wanted to set up for one of his friends to join us but it never materialized. And I hate it didn’t happen but I was not able to see him again.

That’s so hot because I have my eyes set on getting gangbanged by beautiful BBC’s I do want to know how much I can take only because I fantasize about them daily and long for more than just one BBC at a time. I’m as gay as they come and definitely not afraid to express on a great site with like minded individuals

 

[larry winn]

Yes, saliva and stomach acid breaks down the semen pretty quickly, along with any pathogens, so that entry point is primarily a psychological hit. And that is powerful one especially delivered by a superior BBC.

It's anal insemination where the real biological, DNA-level invasion and reprogramming occurs. Not only from the incredibly absorptive tissues your doctor mentioned but also from the many, many micro tears (or larger) that a BBC will inflict on a boi's tissue-paper-like gut lining. Sperm cells are the smallest of all body cells and highly aggressive. They're designed to be penetrating invaders delivering his life essence as a payload. They will get direct access into the pH-friendly bloodstream where they can live for days. Once there they're transported everywhere in minutes.

In spite of an immune response, in no time his troops will spread live African DNA and his seminal plasma throughout your body. There are no studies I know of that have examined what effects this has but some energetic based medicine disciplines say the biological energy influences of past male partners can have very long lasting effects on females from just vaginal insemination. Imagine how it hits a whiteboi to have Black semen invading practically every tissue with his cocktail of spermatic hormones and dominating DNA life f0rce. From evolutionary and anecdotal perspectives it appears to have a neutering effect, removing the beta male from the gene pool and deleting the Black Man's competition by subjugation and even feminization.

On top of that, if the whiteboi is f0rced into a prostate (sissy) orgasm then he also risks losing the drive for penile orgasms or any erectile vitality. At that point his inferior dick is reduced back to a peepee, having been stripped of all procreative and pleasure functions.

I want this !

 

[kindawantit]

It scared me when I suddenly found it very hard to cum without Black Cock to focus on. That's when I tried to scramble back to safety and went cold turkey trying to get my sexual drive back on safe territory. Over some months I did regain some lost function there but even though I wasn't looking at BBC it would keep invading my thoughts. My orgasms just weren't as intense without BBC in them and often just when cumming BBC lust would f0rce itself into the intimate moment.

BBC really hijacks a whiteboi's orgasm in a way that's hard to undo. I think that's not as much due to the insertion of a new desire but more because of what's already deep within us that BBC awakens and liberates. Once you're submissive white nature is allowed to express itself it can't be easily put back in the box.

I tried to go cold turkey too, but it didn’t last more than a week. I was so hopeless horny that as soon as the weekend hit I spent it edging to cuckold porn.
it wasn’t spontaneous- I went to the store and bought a plug and lube.
I blew so many loads that weekend and spent so much money on subscription BBC oriented porn that I’m surprised I didn’t get a call from my bank.

 

[acwld]

It scared me when I suddenly found it very hard to cum without Black Cock to focus on. That's when I tried to scramble back to safety and went cold turkey trying to get my sexual drive back on safe territory. Over some months I did regain some lost function there but even though I wasn't looking at BBC it would keep invading my thoughts. My orgasms just weren't as intense without BBC in them and often just when cumming BBC lust would f0rce itself into the intimate moment.

BBC really hijacks a whiteboi's orgasm in a way that's hard to undo. I think that's not as much due to the insertion of a new desire but more because of what's already deep within us that BBC awakens and liberates. Once your submissive white nature is allowed to express itself it can't be easily put back in the box.

This is 100% me.

I went cold Turkey and completely lost sex drive for 6 months! Once I glimpsed BBC porn, my sex drive has come roaring back and is constant. Needless to say I’m here and have accepted the role it permanently plays in my psychology.

 

[acwld]

That isn’t to say I’m becoming gay or not straight - there’s just something about BBC that is directly linked to my own virility and libido.