Point of no return to being straight

For me I feel like I haven’t really hit the point of no return….or at least I thought so. After reading some of these postings I’ve realized I keep make excuses of what is and isn’t fully gay/bi. I keep moving the goal post lol. For me I think being fucked in the ass was but then I was like only if it’s raw then it’s gay. Since then I’ve justified that my point of no return is if a dick breeds me filling my ass with cum. In reality it’s hard to come back from the first time you bottom 😂
 
It's hard to pin point the exact time but I know something shifted the day my wife's bull gave me an aggressive skull fucking in front of my wife to show how submissive I was. Up to that point I was turned on by the larger more sexually powerful Black Cocks and how my wife loved fucking them, but after that I was obsessed. I no longer felt like I was a real man any more and that Black men were real men. Shortly after that my wife would peg me with a Black dildo and I loved it. My fate was sealed
 
WhiteboiEricc said:
For me I feel like I haven’t really hit the point of no return….or at least I thought so. After reading some of these postings I’ve realized I keep make excuses of what is and isn’t fully gay/bi. I keep moving the goal post lol. For me I think being fucked in the ass was but then I was like only if it’s raw then it’s gay. Since then I’ve justified that my point of no return is if a dick breeds me filling my ass with cum. In reality it’s hard to come back from the first time you bottom 😂
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For many gay guys I know (me included) it isn't just getting fucked raw...
When I see a guy getting fucked for the first time (usually at the bookstore or bath)
and the top is literally "fucking the cum out of him", forsing the bottom to "spill his seed",
that is tipping point.

I know for myself, I felt I was gay after I was made to cum without even touching myself.
Then being pumped full of cum was just the icing on the cake.
Feeling the load leaking out of me as I came home really made me feel like a faggot.
 
I guess it was BBC porn not any actual experience that made me realise I would suck black cock and be fucked. (it has since happened). Never had any 'gay' thoughts prior. Submissive male into femdom and I still fantasize about women. I don't really worry about the labels though, guess you'd call it bi for black but who cares?
 
Raymond1963 said:
For many gay guys I know (me included) it isn't just getting fucked raw...
When I see a guy getting fucked for the first time (usually at the bookstore or bath)
and the top is literally "fucking the cum out of him", forsing the bottom to "spill his seed",
that is tipping point.

I know for myself, I felt I was gay after I was made to cum without even touching myself.
Then being pumped full of cum was just the icing on the cake.
Feeling the load leaking out of me as I came home really made me feel like a faggot.
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I've recently been bred for the first time. and I put back my panties on and felt his cum run out of me a little bit at a time throughout the day. At the end of the day, I had stained panties, and my hole felt great. I think at that point, I felt I couldn't return and I felt more gay than bi or straight. I still do. I now shave my entire body and keep up with it. my wife has accepted this fact and doesn't ask for sex any more.
 
SissyStag3o5 said:
I've recently been bred for the first time. and I put back my panties on and felt his cum run out of me a little bit at a time throughout the day. At the end of the day, I had stained panties, and my hole felt great. I think at that point, I felt I couldn't return and I felt more gay than bi or straight. I still do. I now shave my entire body and keep up with it. my wife has accepted this fact and doesn't ask for sex any more.
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she should be pegging you with a strapon cock.
 
GVLBottom said:
for me, I convinced myself a lot of my play "didn't count" for one reason or another. it was all mental gymnastics.

for me, the crossover point was getting fucked raw for the first time. he was also the first guy I hooked up with more than once, but once we decided to fuck without a condom, it was the first time I "felt" gay.

when he slid in, I let my guard down. it was such a relief. I let myself enjoy it, I remember hearing him moan inside of me and I didn't care about labels anymore. there was something about him erupting inside of me and me carrying around another mans cum that made it undeniable for me.
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So fucking hot
 
my point of no return for me was when before meeting and getting fucked by BBC I arrived with completely empty balls (even ****** 4/5 times in the previous hours).
We all know that full balls increase our desire and libido, but I think getting fucked for hours without the goal of cumming at the end is the sluttiest thing I've ever done.
So the final goal was to be a woman, without the slightest sign of an erection... I love not having an erection when they fuck my ass
 
Arti231994 said:
my point of no return for me was when before meeting and getting fucked by BBC I arrived with completely empty balls (even ****** 4/5 times in the previous hours).
We all know that full balls increase our desire and libido, but I think getting fucked for hours without the goal of cumming at the end is the sluttiest thing I've ever done.
So the final goal was to be a woman, without the slightest sign of an erection... I love not having an erection when they fuck my ass
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That's true dedication
 
Posey said:
i knew i was bi for a long time, but it wasn't proven out for many years. Not until i found some amazing Transformation and Sissy Maids magazines. That really began to push me over the edge, a few weeks later i was practically compelled to go to an adult video store with a gloryhole and suck my first cock. It was just a little white dick, but no matter how much i wished i could stop, i couldn't. It never felt right until i found a Black man and sucked his cock. Since then, no other type of dick will satisfy me. i think about Black men and black dicks all the time. Its like an addiction.
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when I first started giving up my ass, it was with my boss, white guy with a short fat cock, be honest it never really felt all that great, but I wanted to make my Boss happy, this went on for quiet awhile, I let him fuck me when ever we had time.

then I meet this very handsome tall black man that came to work with us, we really got alone great, we started doing things together,
he always caught me looking at his bulge, I was fixated on looking at it.
we was out drinking one night, I was getting really horny and i guess so we he, he asked me if he liked his bulge, i said yes, then he asked if I would like to see it , I said yes, we went back to my place and when right into the bedroom, we was standing there looking at each other, when he asked me if i would like to take his cock out, I just smiled and reached to his cock and started rubbing it, god was it big, I pulled his shorts down and for the first time got a look that Beauty for the first time uncut dark and long, my mouth started watering, he said go ahead, I dove in like a wild man
after a bit when he was really hard, he said to get on the bed face down, I was scared didn't know that I could take it, after a little pain at first my ass dilated for him, thats when a whole new world opened up for me, I started cumming like crazy and so did he, we used no protection I will never forget
 
Yumacpl said:
when I first started giving up my ass, it was with my boss, white guy with a short fat cock, be honest it never really felt all that great, but I wanted to make my Boss happy, this went on for quiet awhile, I let him fuck me when ever we had time.

then I meet this very handsome tall black man that came to work with us, we really got alone great, we started doing things together,
he always caught me looking at his bulge, I was fixated on looking at it.
we was out drinking one night, I was getting really horny and i guess so we he, he asked me if he liked his bulge, i said yes, then he asked if I would like to see it , I said yes, we went back to my place and when right into the bedroom, we was standing there looking at each other, when he asked me if i would like to take his cock out, I just smiled and reached to his cock and started rubbing it, god was it big, I pulled his shorts down and for the first time got a look that Beauty for the first time uncut dark and long, my mouth started watering, he said go ahead, I dove in like a wild man
after a bit when he was really hard, he said to get on the bed face down, I was scared didn't know that I could take it, after a little pain at first my ass dilated for him, thats when a whole new world opened up for me, I started cumming like crazy and so did he, we used no protection I will never forget
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great story. wish I had a coworker that would play with me.
 
Posey said:
i knew i was bi for a long time, but it wasn't proven out for many years. Not until i found some amazing Transformation and Sissy Maids magazines. That really began to push me over the edge, a few weeks later i was practically compelled to go to an adult video store with a gloryhole and suck my first cock. It was just a little white dick, but no matter how much i wished i could stop, i couldn't. It never felt right until i found a Black man and sucked his cock. Since then, no other type of dick will satisfy me. i think about Black men and black dicks all the time. Its like an addiction.
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I know the feeling very well
 
My point of no return was my 19th bday. Hanging with a group of friends at this guys house we all socially new. As the night went on, people began leaving. It was just the two of us for a bit. He got a phone call and asked if I minded if another of his buddies came over. I said it was cool cuz it’s his house. The guy gets there and he’s an African American drag queen. To keep it short, by nights end i was getting dicked down.
 
Kt4bbc said:
My point of no return was my 19th bday. Hanging with a group of friends at this guys house we all socially new. As the night went on, people began leaving. It was just the two of us for a bit. He got a phone call and asked if I minded if another of his buddies came over. I said it was cool cuz it’s his house. The guy gets there and he’s an African American drag queen. To keep it short, by nights end i was getting dicked down.
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pretty hot
 
My or rather my Wife J---- and I both sucked and literally fell in love with BBC was not long after we married,we had already discussed open life style,I was effeminate,she used to dress me as a girl. J---- was into bondage of a sort and not long after getting together at her parents home,they were on vacation, we showered and she wanted me on hands and knees on her bed, next thing I'm being rimmed, lovely, next I'm introduced to Bill and Ben two strap on's , the smaller, Ben I liked him and she fucked me regularly with him,Bill was for J---- only at the time I never took to Bill He looked and was a monster. We both worked not far from where we lived, J---- at a law firm and me at a knowing government establishment people were often coming and going and from different country's our section had two from India two from Nigeria they were of the IBO tribe Bennett and Ezzerd and were Christians,why that mattered I don't know. I became quite friendly with Bennett and Ezzard but more so Bennett he had played some tennis at times back home we had a good knock around for a couple of hours then a shower,that is when I first saw what we would later suck it was gorgeous somehow I managed to look away all I really wanted was that BBC. We dressed and I dropped him at his hotel when I arrived home I was full of the size of Bennett's black dick J---- was all ears and wanted to meet, we some times went toa night club some miles from us so said I would ask Bennett, He was overjoyed as he had not been far since his arrival, got home that evening showered dressed helped J---- with cocktail dresses small zip she looked wonderful tight above the knee black dress, bra low-cut stockings 4inch black heels long blonde hair in a tight pony-tail, looked fuckable picked Bennett up introduced them and they clicked full of chat. Later at the venue J---- had Bennett up dancing when they returned Bennett went for more drinks J---- whispered to me he has been pushing that big black cock into my front good take him for another dance later put your hand down between you both and stroke it a couple of times but most of all look him straight in the eye,dead straight be careful and try to be discreet he is the only black guy here don't want any gossip. As the evening was ending J---- came off the dance floor Bennett following she gave me a big smile and winked I knew then that she had stroked his BBC. As luck would have it for us but not for Bennett he slipped and graced his side on table edge it was a bad scrape folded a hanky told him to hold it on till we got home.there we removed his jacket and shirt Bennett was sitting on the couch J---- was leaning over him looking to his wound I got behind her and pulled down the small zip of her dress and pulled it down as it passed down she had no panties on she was commando. Bennett knew what was needed from then on he turned her she fell on to the couch he opened her legs and started to eat her out. I knew that a Polaroid camera was in the kitchen I found it a bottle of whisky and three glasses by the time I got back Bennett was standing J---- was on her knees in front of him undoing his trousers they fell down she started to pull down his boxers as they came over this big black cock it sprang up she looked at it then looked at me as if seeking permission to carry on I was down beside her I said kiss it she kissed it I could see the bell end glistening with pre-come I said kiss and lick the end which she did Bennett then held her head by the blonde pony-tail and eased a good 4inches into her mouth he let her get used to that slowly fucking my wife's face with another 4inches waiting if she wanted it I took two photos of her she was very busy probably 5or 6inches by then Bennett just kept rocking back and forward suddenly she stood up grabbed the camera said to me on your knees down I went this beautiful big black cock in front of me kiss it I kissed it kiss and lick the end i did as J---- ordered as I did I Bennett looking down on me eye to eye he was smiling as he fucked my face I was gagging on the inwards thrust but I have never tasted anything as good I for a moment I thought my head would explode with excitement and such a feeling of pleasure I noticed Bennett's right leg lifting up onto the couch I sort of felt J---- hand around Bennett's balls with her in that position I knew she was rimming him, her specialty she loves that I was still eye to eye with Bennett when he shouts I'm going too cum. J---- tried to get me to move but she was to late I had the full load she moaned
 
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