introducing myself and my situation here, I am new to this site, and new to cuckolding in general I have a huge fantasy of sharing my girl with a guy with a huge cock. She is only 22 and very fit and sexy, I am 30 and average and I know my girl has had big ones before, because she has told me, the thought of it turns me on so much. But she maintains that size doesnt matter to her and that they bigger guys did not please her as much as I do. I brought my fantasy up to her about a year ago, and since then we have made a few dates with possible bulls, every one of them stood us up. I have no idea why, maybe they were fakes, or just chickened out, but here we are, still looking for someone to join us. My girl is not into black guys, I could care less either way who she sleeps with as long as he is hung and respectful, but she is picky about looks, she likes white guys who are athletic, and will not settle for anything else. I notice that the majority of cuckolding is done by black guys, which is hot, and if she was into them we would probably have already started seeing someone. I am not really into the cuckold lifestyle of humiliation and bull dominace, my girl is my girl, and the bull does not get to make the rules. I don't have a ton of rules that push them away, only that my girl remains my girl after the date, he wears protection, and I get to be there every time. Can anyone else relate to me with all this? are there any other cuckold men who like to watch their girl take a big one but don't like the humiliation or bull dominance? I know this post was kind of all over the place, just wanted to introduce myself to the community I guess.