I want to start this by saying I realized I may get judged for this, but I have to get it off my chest. So I have a stepmother, she's about 14 years younger than my dad is. Pretty much a "trophy wife." Well, as it turns out she was having an affair with a black man she used to work for for well over a year. I found out when dad told me when he and he separated from her for about a month. I was pissed, upset as I should be, but the more and more I thought about it, the more thinking of her with a black man began to turn me on. I suddenly couldn't take my mind off of it and slowly gravitated toward interracial porn. Then, for some reason, he let her back. She moved back in. It got worse for me as everytime she'd leave alone, I figured she'd be going to see the guy again. I can't be certain that she did, but I have suspicions that she keeps at it. Anyways, this has driven me crazy even thinking about it. I know a lot of you will tell me "stay out of her buisness" and stuff like that, but I just need to get it off of my chest. I have really thought about it more and think she may cuckold dad now, but not one hundred percent sure yet. Because of that, I have been masturbating at a steady rate to interracial, specifically cuckold stuff. I can't cum to anything else suddenly. It weirds me out. Will I be like this forever?