I need to finish the story.

[MacAllan12]

My best friends dad they did me in I guess you would say when I was about 23. I let him fuck me and sucked his cock. There’s nothing we didn’t do you know the next two years I did all his friends I hate him and I moved away and that was the end of it and I’m starved the fuck out. I have no idea how to go out and pick up guys.

 

[sexysamurai]

First, restore yourself.
Any action can be done only after you first calm your brain and start thinking clearly, calmly and without emotion.
Only then can you find the truly correct solution. Take care.