I agree, i've enjoyed my own cum since my teens (35+ years) but doing it in front of others puts a totally different aspect on it. I've always done it in the privacy of my own home and in front of my partners obviuosly, but in front of strangers, and especially women who may bump into you in the street etc. that now know this about you, that I can assure is a little different than doing alone.I like it but I don't consider eating your own cum a punishment. I mean, it is sissy cum but it's still cum. I very rarely fail to eat mine. Eating my load is one of the best parts of pleasuring myself. Yummy.