i`m probably not the right person to answer this, but lemme try... i can`t really say
how she felt, but i can say
what she did. Like often, she would investigate about the subject on her own - in this case just to find out i could be either a total creep or just an ordinary guy, as this kinda sexual "kink" is not that unusual at all. *lol*
i tried to explain to her
what i liked about it and
why. She didn`t understand, but was curious at the same time. Eventually, after many and long talks, she said, why not give it a try, if that`s what
i wanted. Well, at least the more adveturous part of
her mind wanted it too, hehe. i guess for her it was just easier to blame it on me than to admid.
At the first event she was being hesitant, nervous and still unsure. i guess most of it because she feared my reaction in real life vs. fantasy. However, we had agreed that any one of us could quit at any point. Looking back, fortunately non of us did.
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i was watching her making out with the other guy, giving BJs and stuff, while she kept checking my facial expression for a hint of regrets just to find me radiating pure lust (plus a rock hard cock).
Clearly, the point she overcame her first hesitation was when she lost all of her inhibitions which was exactly when i told her how much i loved her while at the same time her pussy was stuffed with another man`s dick. - The one moment in life that can never be repeated nor undone turned out to be one of my top memories of all time.
Would be nice to hear from a woman`s point of view, though.
Ladies, can you relate somehow?