I love women and I am NEVER gay at all in my life.
When I was a teenager, I watched a lot of porn about BDSM scenes done to submissive women and was
not interested in being a submissive.
Few years ago I didn't even know the term - cuckolding.
Once I know it and got to watch a couple of cuckolding porn, i start to love it so much that i even
want to do it in my real life. ( I'm married and my wife agrees, but we've not yet done anything)
The arousal is so intense that I am unable to describe. And I often imagine my wife doing wet kiss
to another guy while she even loves him more than me, and she always put him in the first place.
But I know it won't work without the presence of my wife. I know it won't work if the guy is bi
and he wants to fuck me or wants me to suck him (I don't want to get fucked by a man). I know it won't work if the guy is
not handsome or shorter than me (I hope he is so young, handsome and well-endowed)
How did the cuckolding mind come to us so spontaneously? Now, I have hard time having vanilla sex with my wife. I was on the bed with my wife trying to have sex with her, but I couldn't get full erection. Yes I got hard but I went soft again quickly. Yes, I was excited, but not to an extent that I want to cum. After an hour I gave up and then we went to sleep, before that she joked to me --- "Honey, you are so weak", and then she slept. I was so aroused and my dick was hard as a rock, for the firs time of the night.
I once tried to lock myself up in a cock cage, but she didn't know. I tried to do it continuously for two days, I just can't take it anymore because my daily life and work was largely affected. I made a lot of mistakes in the office which was so uncommon. I could hardly sleep during the night. On the second night, I was so exhausted but I still couldn't sleep. I then removed it in the middle of the night.
When I was a teenager, I watched a lot of porn about BDSM scenes done to submissive women and was
not interested in being a submissive.
Few years ago I didn't even know the term - cuckolding.
Once I know it and got to watch a couple of cuckolding porn, i start to love it so much that i even
want to do it in my real life. ( I'm married and my wife agrees, but we've not yet done anything)
The arousal is so intense that I am unable to describe. And I often imagine my wife doing wet kiss
to another guy while she even loves him more than me, and she always put him in the first place.
But I know it won't work without the presence of my wife. I know it won't work if the guy is bi
and he wants to fuck me or wants me to suck him (I don't want to get fucked by a man). I know it won't work if the guy is
not handsome or shorter than me (I hope he is so young, handsome and well-endowed)
How did the cuckolding mind come to us so spontaneously? Now, I have hard time having vanilla sex with my wife. I was on the bed with my wife trying to have sex with her, but I couldn't get full erection. Yes I got hard but I went soft again quickly. Yes, I was excited, but not to an extent that I want to cum. After an hour I gave up and then we went to sleep, before that she joked to me --- "Honey, you are so weak", and then she slept. I was so aroused and my dick was hard as a rock, for the firs time of the night.
I once tried to lock myself up in a cock cage, but she didn't know. I tried to do it continuously for two days, I just can't take it anymore because my daily life and work was largely affected. I made a lot of mistakes in the office which was so uncommon. I could hardly sleep during the night. On the second night, I was so exhausted but I still couldn't sleep. I then removed it in the middle of the night.