I have continued fucking him behind my husbands back as I can’t get enough of his huge cock.
I didn't see where you asked for advice, but, if you initiate threads like this, you should obviously expect comments. I certainly wouldn't rely on
advice from those who don't have any skin in the game. So, I won't give you advice, I'll just call your attention to some things ...
There's that old saying ...
"put the shoes on the other feet" ... how would YOU feel if it was him privately seeing another woman? You don't have to answer that as I don't wish to make you have to lie. The thing is, if you're screwing other men behind your husbands back its probably because you're afraid he'll
either wish to participate in some way (ie. watch) which you don't want, or he might say
NO. Which tells me you have poor communication relationship with your spouse.
You could simply ask him ...
"would it be ok if I saw that nice black guy again?" ... if he says
"yes" ... you can say you've cleared your conscience with less concern that you're dong something he might not want you doing. And if you don't CARE, then that's enough said about your relationship.
There is an
up side to letting him know what you're doing, Jess. Imagine you're with this guy and he or one of his friends get pretty rough with you ... and you're seriously injured
or worse. At least he knows who you were with ... and that's a major step in stopping him or his friends from doing the same to some one else in the future, and I'm sure you'd want that.