Two things:
1. Yes, I would love to have a big old meaty, veiny large, long and thick cock hanging between my legs….big and long soft and just mean and intimidating when hard.
2. #1 above ain’t happening and there is not one damn thing I can do about it. I am who I am and got what I was born with and that my friends, is a rather puny, small soft or hard, almost embarrassment for a prick. On top of that, when I cum; it just dribbles out and is rather small in volume.
so, being born with #2 above and knowing nothing I can ever do will give me my wish which would be #1 above, I have totally embraced my sexual inadequacies for penetrative sex. I have learned to compensate by being a very good pussy eater and have been told no one has ever eaten pussy like I do and I think it’s because I really, really love doing it….especially if the pussy i’m licking is freshly creampied by someone who does have a cock like I mentioned in #1.
So, while I would have preferred to live life more as a bull with a big giant dangling cock I could show off to anyone who wanted to see the beast, that just wasn’t in the cards for me. I’m the opposite so I think knowing that going back to junior high and high school when I played sports and did see my friends in the showers with much bigger cocks so started going home sweaty and dirty and showering at home because I was embarrassed how small I was soft compared to them and get this; they where all white like me and thinking back didn’t really have anything special, I was just that tiny. That mental pressure pushed me into being a cuckold, I was so jealous of guys with big cocks but when I saw my first real bbc in person, life for sure changed. It would take many, many years but mostly my fault as I was chicken most of that time…actually a little scared she would like it too much and leave me, stupid thinking….to talk to the wife about all this but when I finally got the courage too and we discussed it openly for almost a year before moving forward as she pressed me to make damn sure it was what I wanted to try as once we tried it even once, there was no going back to remove it. That first time I watched a BBC easily 2.5 times bigger than me in length slowly sink in deeper and deeper and after a bit slamming balls deep and watching how my wife just lost it and bucked her hips up wildly to accept him slamming her balls deep and the sounds it all made and the moans and oh fucks, oh shits coming out of her mouth, the mess it made on the bed because he made her squirt over and over…..I knew then an inadequately sized penis like mine was never really enough for a woman that enjoys sex the way my wife does.
so i totally embrace what god blessed me with now. I love watching my wife fuck hung black bulls, the visual pleasure and arousal it gives me is better than sex itself….hard to explain and as much as I have always loved to eat pussy, being horny watching my wife and a bull go at it hard and heavy then hearing him grunt and moan knowing he is nutting in her pussy, I know I’m about to get the best sexual pleasure in my life which is seeing him pull out, cum dripping down from the head of his big black cock, cum just starting to leak out of my wife’s pussy knowing in just moments, that pussy will be lowering to my face!!! Had I had a big ole cock like the ones she loves to fuck now, I might not have ever had this same mental make up to be a cuckold and know how good all aspects of this lifestyle could be! So, having a small little wimpy dick I know I have and accept that, has led me to be a cuckold and I couldn’t imagine a hotter lifestyle to be in. Also, glad I can accept all this and have the confidence in our marriage to allow this because I think if I had a pussy, I would much rather have the cock to the left belownabusing my pussy than the turtle dick I have compared…..my wife has even now nicknamed my dick LT which stands for little turtle. Soft, it’s almost always turtled up like that.