I love my wife. We got married young.... made mistakes. How do I now find myself here. A little my doing and a little her doing. Were cruising right along but her ride is taking her places I feel a little uneasy. I'm kinky and I shared my porn with her. I cheated on her with a friend of hers so our relationship changed. She really is swinging now. I found out she is clubbing at strip clubs, she goes shopping on MONDAYS and was startled I was home. She put the bags away but when she was showering later I looked and it was all sexy stripper clothes, panties, heels and she did not buy them! I then waited till she was asleep and got up and her texts were nuts. I think I lost control. I love her.... I find myself aroused but it might have gone to far, I mean I encouraged her to have an affair.