So, I love the title of this thread, because it's more like my situation. I've seen threads about having our husbands get us into it and wives learning to love it. I never related to those, I was however reluctant to admit how much I already wanted black cock.
I was taking BBC as a teen after school. The Italians and white bois were all too immature and tried making fun of me for being Asian or tall. The black and mixed bois were nice to me though. I would invite them over after school for "tea" and take their BBCs before my parents or siblings got home.
So years later I meet my husband and on the first date I ask how big he was because I'd already learned about myself that I loved size. He replied with "average" and I let out a disappointed "oh". As we dated more and talked about our kinks and past experiences I was very graphic and detailed, though I didn't tell him they were black, and he realized how small he was. He said he heard the disappointment in my voice to his "average" cock.
Luckily he had a group of friends in high-school that would have orgies almost every weekend. They never wore protection because they usually just played with eachother. He liked going last and using his friend's cum as lube and feel the girl's stretched pussy. They were all hanging out when one guy asked all the girls to rate the guys on dick size. My husband was the smallest and they all laughed about it. So he was ready to share me with others.
We started with couples and I didn't like the girls and the guys were boring(white). Then we got into MFM with another white guy, which was fun at first but grew boring quickly. My husband suggested a black guy and I was so excited but felt I had to hide it. Like I'd be judged for loving black cock or something.
My husband watched me take a few BBCs and noticed how free and happy I was with them. He asked about the hung guys I'd have tea with in high school so I told him they were all black. His face was still for a second as he realized how much I was a whore for black cock.
I used to tell him I masturbated to hot white guys now I tell him what I'm really thinking of. A hot, muscular, tall, super hung, black guy to take me everywhere on a motorcycle and fuck me randomly and primal. My husband isn't racist and suggested black first, I think all non black girls in the U.S. thinks about judgement from their family and friends when it comes to black guys. The world seems to look down on them, probably because they know black men are superior.
Now, my husband isn't even allowed in my pussy without an extension, and soon that'll stop when I find a black boyfriend to fuck everyday. Then my husband will be on clean up only and I get my BBC and we all have a hot, sexy life.
