Can't believe its come to this..

CollegeGuyWannabe I am right there with you... I am a 40 year old white man who has NEVER been interested in interracial porn and looking back I can admit I was racist enough to even be kind of disgusted by it. I was never interested in black culture, and almost purposefully didn't listen to rap/rnb/hip-hop.

Then 2 years ago I started dating a 20 year old college coed white girl with a nice big ass. On date number 2 she told me she normally only is with black guys (almost 40 of them before me I found out later). Then she started making "jokes" about how she preferred big, thick black cock. That if and when she had ******* she wanted a black baby only.

She would constantly check out black guys when we were out together and tease me a little about them. And insisted we listen to hiphop satellite radio whenever we were in the car.

A couple of months later I found out she had still been fucking black guys behind my back from Tinder, old fuckbuddies from before me, and new college athletes at her university.

Once I found out she started doing it more openly in front of me. Although basically every time I went away for a few days for business she would do it and then not tell me until I came back.

Gradually all that turned me on was fucking her and thinking about her fucking BBC all the time.

Fortunately/unfortunately about a year ago we went monogamous and she stopped fucking around... But the longer it is since she last had black cock inside her the more I am obsessed with her doing it again.

It has gotten to the point where I really can't get hard or cum in a satisfying way inside her unless I am thinking about situations in our/her past or imagining she is fucking black cock again.

When I am away I have discovered she still masturbates to exclusively BBC and white girl porn.

Once she becomes more comfortable with the relationship and we are very stable (other unrelated issues sometimes make things volatile - like my still going through a divorce), I am definitely going to work on getting back to her fucking black men.

I doubt I will be comfortable anytime soon with them fucking her bareback/raw and cumming inside her, but I admit I do eventually want that too. Especially since I know she loves that.

I need this. I can't breathe thinking about not ever having it again. And I know that she needs it too.

I LOVE your post. You wrote:

"NEVER been interested in interracial porn and looking back I can admit I was racist enough to even be kind of disgusted by it."

And now you can't live without your girlfriend having sex with black males. And you would even like her to go bareback.

That's a terrific development. Congratulations! :) And good luck!

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Let me preface this by saying that I have a girlfriend and am straight. I crack racist/stereotypical jokes every now and then for a laugh. Never in my life did I think it would come to this. No matter what I do, I cannot get the thoughts and feelings out of my head. I never once thought I'd be interested in interracial porn and the idea of seeing my girlfriend, the one that I love, with a black man. But it has come to that.

I have been into the swingers/light cuckolding thing for over a year now and am a "newbie" to interracial so to speak. But now, the ONLY (and I mean ONLY) thing that I think about when masturbating or having sex with my girlfriend, is how hot it would look to see her with a black man. Why do I feel this way?

I try to rid myself of these feelings and thoughts, but no matter what, they come raging back. Hell, I'll admit it... I've looked at black men's packages in the restroom and at the gym, though I'm always careful not to make eye contact (think I'd get my ass kicked!).
If you are in swinging life style then cuckolding or inter racial cuckolding is natural progession for few people and i was one of them so just go easy with whatever your craving and altered prefernces takes you..enjoy life..
 
IR Porn is an easy gateway, if you dont already watch porn together start with something mild but as your scrolling videos have something "catch" your eye and watch an IR video, and make comment like "damn look how big that guys dick is" and let the video play. This is how things got started with my wife, I put on one of the original Black Pipe layers and she was so wet by the end of the first clip she didn't know what hit her. Then use that as the tool to talk more, "Damn I've never felt you that wet before, what did you like". Don't be surprised if she denies it at first, my wife did for a long time.
 
this whole bbc thing is bit racist
because kick in this is having delicious forbidden fruit
more you think more you get deeper in this
 
IR Porn is an easy gateway, if you dont already watch porn together start with something mild but as your scrolling videos have something "catch" your eye and watch an IR video, and make comment like "damn look how big that guys dick is" and let the video play. This is how things got started with my wife, I put on one of the original Black Pipe layers and she was so wet by the end of the first clip she didn't know what hit her. Then use that as the tool to talk more, "Damn I've never felt you that wet before, what did you like". Don't be surprised if she denies it at first, my wife did for a long time.
That's the proper medicine :)
 
Interestingly, guys CAN control their ejaculations when they desire. Usually its that deep inside, primal desire to cum that drives men to cum early ... it sometimes takes precedence over the desire to sexually satisfy the female he's with. Next time you feel that unexpected urge to cum "early", just grab the base of your cock (near the scrotum) and squeeze rather hard for about 10 seconds. That'll usually give you another 4-5 minutes of fucking time with your female. You "don't" want to leave her sexually frustrated, that's for sure.

As far as you wanting to see her lose her inhibitions, women tend to know/respect their limitations. She knows that going over that EDGE could be like trying an addictive white substance for the first time ... she'll want to return over and over again, and that's when neither of you would have "control". That's not what you want, trust me. Mac


I will add here from experience that you can also train yourself into better control using a stop start method. Bring yourself to the edge, alone or with her. Stop until it subsides and start again. You'll train yourself to be aware and to get better control.
 
IR Porn is an easy gateway, if you dont already watch porn together start with something mild but as your scrolling videos have something "catch" your eye and watch an IR video, and make comment like "damn look how big that guys dick is" and let the video play. This is how things got started with my wife, I put on one of the original Black Pipe layers and she was so wet by the end of the first clip she didn't know what hit her. Then use that as the tool to talk more, "Damn I've never felt you that wet before, what did you like". Don't be surprised if she denies it at first, my wife did for a long time.
that process u used IMO works to get hubby hooked on it also, he ws showing her the ropes , but hardly know what hit him til he ws inside his sexy wife that is wide n full of black mans seeds.
 
I will add here from experience that you can also train yourself into better control using a stop start method. Bring yourself to the edge, alone or with her. Stop until it subsides and start again. You'll train yourself to be aware and to get better control.
Yes, that works, however, it takes you out of rhythm of your love-making, I believe. Also, stopping at the exact, right time as to not ejaculate can be a hit or miss ... you know, that "magic feeling" that we guy get just before we does ejaculate. I think edging is good when its just you, and you're training yourself to hold back. Grabbing the base of the cock works at killing that "orgasm" feeling and you really don't have to break much stride doing it.
I know women often have to work harder to reach their orgasm ... more time, more foreplay, etc so when they're starting to peak and a guy suddenly blows his load OR even stops giving her the hard dick, just as she's almost there, well, just say, we guys who have that problem might be glad there's no hammer near by, or even worse, an ice pick ... 'cause she might just grab it up and give it to you. Back when we were a much younger couple my wife wouldn't hesitate to straddle my face, with my load dripping out, and make me finish her off orally. I wasn't all that "into" eating my porridge back then, so it was more as a punishment then ... now, I like going down and cleaning her up after sex. Her facial expressions are simply "awesome" when she reaches orgasm ... worth paying the price of admission.
 
Yes, that works, however, it takes you out of rhythm of your love-making, I believe. Also, stopping at the exact, right time as to not ejaculate can be a hit or miss ... you know, that "magic feeling" that we guy get just before we does ejaculate. I think edging is good when its just you, and you're training yourself to hold back. Grabbing the base of the cock works at killing that "orgasm" feeling and you really don't have to break much stride doing it.
I know women often have to work harder to reach their orgasm ... more time, more foreplay, etc so when they're starting to peak and a guy suddenly blows his load OR even stops giving her the hard dick, just as she's almost there, well, just say, we guys who have that problem might be glad there's no hammer near by, or even worse, an ice pick ... 'cause she might just grab it up and give it to you. Back when we were a much younger couple my wife wouldn't hesitate to straddle my face, with my load dripping out, and make me finish her off orally. I wasn't all that "into" eating my porridge back then, so it was more as a punishment then ... now, I like going down and cleaning her up after sex. Her facial expressions are simply "awesome" when she reaches orgasm ... worth paying the price of admission.

Not quite. The way it works is you masturbate to the edge and ease off over and over and that improves your brain’s ability to simply hold off without thinking about it, much the way most of the time yiu dont even think about holding your pee. Then when it comes time to actual sex, you just last longer. Speaking from personal experience on this one. It is a lot like training for a marathon which is simply training a little bit longer each time until running for three or four hours is no big deal. (Also personal experience)
 
Too late, I already do😍
All white guys secretly fantasize about seeing their white girlfriends pussy being stretched by the big black man dick.


Next you will be fantasizing about licking her pussy clean after shes been gangbanged by 5 n

All white guys secretly fantasize about seeing their white girlfriends pussy being stretched by the big black man dick.


Next you will be fantasizing about licking her pussy clean after shes been gangbanged by 5 niggas
 
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