Let me preface this by saying that I have a girlfriend and am straight. I crack racist/stereotypical jokes every now and then for a laugh. Never in my life did I think it would come to this. No matter what I do, I cannot get the thoughts and feelings out of my head. I never once thought I'd be interested in interracial porn and the idea of seeing my girlfriend, the one that I love, with a black man. But it has come to that. I have been into the swingers/light cuckolding thing for over a year now and am a "newbie" to interracial so to speak. But now, the ONLY (and I mean ONLY) thing that I think about when masturbating or having sex with my girlfriend, is how hot it would look to see her with a black man. Why do I feel this way? I try to rid myself of these feelings and thoughts, but no matter what, they come raging back. Hell, I'll admit it... I've looked at black men's packages in the restroom and at the gym, though I'm always careful not to make eye contact (think I'd get my ass kicked!).