Can't believe its come to this..

Discussion in 'Cuckold Forum' started by CollegeGuyWannabe, Sep 26, 2013.

  1. CollegeGuyWannabe

    CollegeGuyWannabe New Member

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    Let me preface this by saying that I have a girlfriend and am straight. I crack racist/stereotypical jokes every now and then for a laugh. Never in my life did I think it would come to this. No matter what I do, I cannot get the thoughts and feelings out of my head. I never once thought I'd be interested in interracial porn and the idea of seeing my girlfriend, the one that I love, with a black man. But it has come to that.

    I have been into the swingers/light cuckolding thing for over a year now and am a "newbie" to interracial so to speak. But now, the ONLY (and I mean ONLY) thing that I think about when masturbating or having sex with my girlfriend, is how hot it would look to see her with a black man. Why do I feel this way?

    I try to rid myself of these feelings and thoughts, but no matter what, they come raging back. Hell, I'll admit it... I've looked at black men's packages in the restroom and at the gym, though I'm always careful not to make eye contact (think I'd get my ass kicked!).
     
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  2. Philmo

    Philmo Well-Known Member Real Person Gold Member

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    It seems to be just a fantasy until now. Does your wife or gf knows about that? Do you ever talk to her of your arousing feelings?
     
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  3. CollegeGuyWannabe

    CollegeGuyWannabe New Member

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    My GF isn't aware right now. She's a rather shy, conservative girl and I'm afraid this will scare her away and she'll break up with me.
     
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  4. Philmo

    Philmo Well-Known Member Real Person Gold Member

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    you could use some allusive words to find out if she has a trend to be fulfilled by a bbc or just consider the black cock like nothing else than a cock. Just look at her and watch how she behave in the company of black men, what does she look at, how she react, is she pays attention, if she laughs or she's more open minded sometimes, if she's nervous, etc... you know, all the details that us, ladies, can detect...
    So far, life is not just black and white... may be she will be ready one day to experience another cock and may be it will be a bbc, for her greater pleasure... and for your own pleasure.
    I know what you feel as I have a white hubby... so I exactly know what your mind is hidding :wub:
     
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  5. circusill

    circusill Active Member

    All white guys secretly fantasize about seeing their white girlfriends pussy being stretched by the big black man dick.


    Next you will be fantasizing about licking her pussy clean after shes been gangbanged by 5 niggas
     
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  6. MacNfries

    MacNfries Well-Known Member Sweet & Cordial Gold Member

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    Wannabe, try sharing "sexual fantasies" approach. It might take some effort to get her to open up about her deepest, sexual fantasies, but getting into a discussion of them not only reveals her interests, but allows you to reveal yours to her. If she acts offended with your fantasy, you have the opportunity to laugh it off as "just a fantasy", with no desire to really fulfill it. I find making some "mind opening" drinks a way to open conversations of this nature ... some margaritas, or LongIsland ice teas ... will relax her mental defenses, and get her mouth to blabbering ... ;) Another idea ... if you're built fairly average or small in the anatomy area, possibly open up a conversation on large cocks, and how much more sexually satisfying they can be for a woman ... see what her thoughts on that are. Show her a pic of a much larger black cock, and observe her mannerisms as you do. What you're doing, is "fishing" ... menatally.

    Lots of times couples, who have been together a while, begin thinking similarly. If you've been one to crack racist type jokes (because you thought them as humor), you probably have some deep seeded opinions/issues with black people that you prefer denying you have. And if the two of you have been together a while, its possible she's picked up on your racist overtones and either agrees or has no issues with them. Mac
     
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  7. CollegeGuyWannabe

    CollegeGuyWannabe New Member

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    Thanks a lot for the advice. We don't have conversations about sex much, unless we're having sex (lol). So it may be a bit difficult to start this conversation, but like you said, alcohol calms the mind. I will seek the correct opportunity to approach this conversation, however I get nervous. Like I said, she's not really the type to indulge in other races (she was born on a farm with strict parents and strict values). There's just been so many thoughts running through my head throughout the last few weeks that I cannot resist it. I love my girlfriend, I really do.

    As far as the cock size, I'm about average, about 6.5" but 5.5" thick. The thing is, when we have sex, it seems she generally enjoys it. I do from time to time cum rather fast however. I just want to see her lose her inhibitions with a black cock. I want her to open up sexually, but it's always a tough situation with her. Again, thanks for the advice!!
     
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  8. MacNfries

    MacNfries Well-Known Member Sweet & Cordial Gold Member

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    Interestingly, guys CAN control their ejaculations when they desire. Usually its that deep inside, primal desire to cum that drives men to cum early ... it sometimes takes precedence over the desire to sexually satisfy the female he's with. Next time you feel that unexpected urge to cum "early", just grab the base of your cock (near the scrotum) and squeeze rather hard for about 10 seconds. That'll usually give you another 4-5 minutes of fucking time with your female. You "don't" want to leave her sexually frustrated, that's for sure.

    As far as you wanting to see her lose her inhibitions, women tend to know/respect their limitations. She knows that going over that EDGE could be like trying cocaine for the first time ... she'll want to return over and over again, and that's when neither of you would have "control". That's not what you want, trust me. Mac
     
  9. Hansjensen

    Hansjensen Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    It's no secret that I like to watch my wife's pussy being stretched out by a huge BBC. I also like to clean her up when he has ejaculated deep inside her.
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  10. Bellaazz

    Bellaazz Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    If you are indeed hopeful of being able to make your fantasy a reality (I think many guys share that same fantasy, by the way), like others said, you can bring it up as a "fantasies" discussion. With my first wife, I was able to test her and find out how she thinks by telling her about "friend's situation". Like I have a friend who enjoys watching his wife have sex with black men. IF she says "oh my god that is awful" you know where you stand and can pretend to agree with her. If she is a little curious, like my ex, then you know you can slowly work on that. My wife reacted with a "really ? that is crazy, no guys would agree to that", So of course I said, yes, they are some. She smiled and shook her head. When we watched a hot inter-racial cuckolding porn (chosen by me of course) she would ask questions about it. Like do you find that exciting ? (Sure I do honey, it is hot). It continued slowly in this manner until she was so turned on she admitted that she would like to try it but only if I was 100% ok with it. These conversations took place over months, but it worked for us ! Good luck and keep us posted if anything comes from it
     
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  11. Hansjensen

    Hansjensen Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    Well done :)
     
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  12. Janus Marko

    Janus Marko Member Gold Member

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    CollegeGuyWannabe I am right there with you... I am a 40 year old white man who has NEVER been interested in interracial porn and looking back I can admit I was racist enough to even be kind of disgusted by it. I was never interested in black culture, and almost purposefully didn't listen to rap/rnb/hip-hop.

    Then 2 years ago I started dating a 20 year old college coed white girl with a nice big ass. On date number 2 she told me she normally only is with black guys (almost 40 of them before me I found out later). Then she started making "jokes" about how she preferred big, thick black cock. That if and when she had kids she wanted a black baby only.

    She would constantly check out black guys when we were out together and tease me a little about them. And insisted we listen to hiphop satellite radio whenever we were in the car.

    A couple of months later I found out she had still been fucking black guys behind my back from Tinder, old fuckbuddies from before me, and new college athletes at her university.

    Once I found out she started doing it more openly in front of me. Although basically every time I went away for a few days for business she would do it and then not tell me until I came back.

    Gradually all that turned me on was fucking her and thinking about her fucking BBC all the time.

    Fortunately/unfortunately about a year ago we went monogamous and she stopped fucking around... But the longer it is since she last had black cock inside her the more I am obsessed with her doing it again.

    It has gotten to the point where I really can't get hard or cum in a satisfying way inside her unless I am thinking about situations in our/her past or imagining she is fucking black cock again.

    When I am away I have discovered she still masturbates to exclusively BBC and white girl porn.

    Once she becomes more comfortable with the relationship and we are very stable (other unrelated issues sometimes make things volatile - like my still going through a divorce), I am definitely going to work on getting back to her fucking black men.

    I doubt I will be comfortable anytime soon with them fucking her bareback/raw and cumming inside her, but I admit I do eventually want that too. Especially since I know she loves that.

    I need this. I can't breathe thinking about not ever having it again. And I know that she needs it too.
     
  13. natashacuck

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    I so understand what you mean. It's the ultimate Pandora's box, once opened can never been successfully closed. Even not talking about it, pretending it never happened doesn't help and only increases the sexual tension. Think only way forward is to accept it and encourage your girlfriend to resume her relations with BBC, letting her know it's with your full support. I fear anything else will risk to damage your relationship more than her need for BBC.
     
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  14. Cuck2AsianWife

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    It is a beautiful thing and FYI, I was the typical white suburban straight male, that was most definitely into the stereotypical everything regarding white/black races. However the wife, flipped me and led me down the taboo road of white worshipping the superior race of the blacks. I have never been engaged in more erotic, taboo and satisfying sex than what I am now with the black only wife that taught me to service black men.

    Pure sex before, getting a hard on and fucking a female. Pure sex now. Worshipping, praising and servicing a black man including either, cleaning (licking and sucking it out of or off the wife) of his sperm or myself receiving his precious and special sperm directly from his cock or unto or into myself.
     
  15. Hansjensen

    Hansjensen Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    I completely agree. There is no way back. You know that she wants a black baby. Why not encourage her to have bareback sex with a strong handsome black male?

    Having a black daughter of our own I know that it's a gift to have a biracial baby.

    It will make your relationship much stronger and you'll derive huge pleasure from their sexual activities.

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  16. Hansjensen

    Hansjensen Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    You said:

    "I doubt I will be comfortable anytime soon with them fucking her bareback/raw and cumming inside her, but I admit I do eventually want that too. Especially since I know she loves that."

    I think you should encourage her to do it. You'll both derive huge pleasure and if she gets pregnant, I am sure that you're going to love your kid just as much as I love my beautiful biracial little Princess.

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  17. JustaCuck

    JustaCuck Member Gold Member

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    As someone who is in a healthy relationship with a girl that I've been in love with all my life (we're in college too) I can tell you at first it makes you nervous when she sleeps with a black man.
    But we found a rhythm and it's only strengthened our relationship. As long as you both love eachother fully, you'll be fine.
    To put it simply: don't you want the best for your girl?
     
  18. Hansjensen

    Hansjensen Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    You're absolutely right!!
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  19. Janus Marko

    Janus Marko Member Gold Member

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    I totally agree. I do need to accept it and fully encourage her.

    As each month goes by she gets tighter and tighter. Even as it feels good on my dick it really just reminds me that she is missing what should be inside her, stretching her out enough that i can't always feel her except a wet soft mess. The only real sexual stimulation the top of the base of my cock hitting her pelvic bone. The feeling right after she has been destroyed by a gigantic black football players cock is indescribable.

    But like I said, we do have some basic relationship stuff we still need to resolve. We do pillow talk about her past and have a couple of times used it in RP, but I feel confident she isn't ready yet for anything outside the relationship as it stands. Hopefully soon!
     
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  20. Janus Marko

    Janus Marko Member Gold Member

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    I definitely am not ready yet to deal with the friends and family fallout that would happen. But I think I could get there someday.
     
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