Can't believe its come to this..

Discussion in 'Cuckold Forum' started by CollegeGuyWannabe, Sep 26, 2013.

  1. CollegeGuyWannabe

    CollegeGuyWannabe New Member

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    Let me preface this by saying that I have a girlfriend and am straight. I crack racist/stereotypical jokes every now and then for a laugh. Never in my life did I think it would come to this. No matter what I do, I cannot get the thoughts and feelings out of my head. I never once thought I'd be interested in interracial porn and the idea of seeing my girlfriend, the one that I love, with a black man. But it has come to that.

    I have been into the swingers/light cuckolding thing for over a year now and am a "newbie" to interracial so to speak. But now, the ONLY (and I mean ONLY) thing that I think about when masturbating or having sex with my girlfriend, is how hot it would look to see her with a black man. Why do I feel this way?

    I try to rid myself of these feelings and thoughts, but no matter what, they come raging back. Hell, I'll admit it... I've looked at black men's packages in the restroom and at the gym, though I'm always careful not to make eye contact (think I'd get my ass kicked!).
     
  2. Philmo

    Philmo Well-Known Member Real Person Gold Member

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    It seems to be just a fantasy until now. Does your wife or gf knows about that? Do you ever talk to her of your arousing feelings?
     
  3. CollegeGuyWannabe

    CollegeGuyWannabe New Member

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    My GF isn't aware right now. She's a rather shy, conservative girl and I'm afraid this will scare her away and she'll break up with me.
     
  4. Philmo

    Philmo Well-Known Member Real Person Gold Member

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    you could use some allusive words to find out if she has a trend to be fulfilled by a bbc or just consider the black cock like nothing else than a cock. Just look at her and watch how she behave in the company of black men, what does she look at, how she react, is she pays attention, if she laughs or she's more open minded sometimes, if she's nervous, etc... you know, all the details that us, ladies, can detect...
    So far, life is not just black and white... may be she will be ready one day to experience another cock and may be it will be a bbc, for her greater pleasure... and for your own pleasure.
    I know what you feel as I have a white hubby... so I exactly know what your mind is hidding :wub:
     
  5. circusill

    circusill Active Member

    All white guys secretly fantasize about seeing their white girlfriends pussy being stretched by the big black man dick.


    Next you will be fantasizing about licking her pussy clean after shes been gangbanged by 5 niggas
     
  6. MacNfries

    MacNfries Well-Known Member Sweet & Cordial Gold Member

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    Wannabe, try sharing "sexual fantasies" approach. It might take some effort to get her to open up about her deepest, sexual fantasies, but getting into a discussion of them not only reveals her interests, but allows you to reveal yours to her. If she acts offended with your fantasy, you have the opportunity to laugh it off as "just a fantasy", with no desire to really fulfill it. I find making some "mind opening" drinks a way to open conversations of this nature ... some margaritas, or LongIsland ice teas ... will relax her mental defenses, and get her mouth to blabbering ... ;) Another idea ... if you're built fairly average or small in the anatomy area, possibly open up a conversation on large cocks, and how much more sexually satisfying they can be for a woman ... see what her thoughts on that are. Show her a pic of a much larger black cock, and observe her mannerisms as you do. What you're doing, is "fishing" ... menatally.

    Lots of times couples, who have been together a while, begin thinking similarly. If you've been one to crack racist type jokes (because you thought them as humor), you probably have some deep seeded opinions/issues with black people that you prefer denying you have. And if the two of you have been together a while, its possible she's picked up on your racist overtones and either agrees or has no issues with them. Mac
     
    #6 MacNfries, Sep 26, 2013
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  7. CollegeGuyWannabe

    CollegeGuyWannabe New Member

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    Thanks a lot for the advice. We don't have conversations about sex much, unless we're having sex (lol). So it may be a bit difficult to start this conversation, but like you said, alcohol calms the mind. I will seek the correct opportunity to approach this conversation, however I get nervous. Like I said, she's not really the type to indulge in other races (she was born on a farm with strict parents and strict values). There's just been so many thoughts running through my head throughout the last few weeks that I cannot resist it. I love my girlfriend, I really do.

    As far as the cock size, I'm about average, about 6.5" but 5.5" thick. The thing is, when we have sex, it seems she generally enjoys it. I do from time to time cum rather fast however. I just want to see her lose her inhibitions with a black cock. I want her to open up sexually, but it's always a tough situation with her. Again, thanks for the advice!!
     
  8. MacNfries

    MacNfries Well-Known Member Sweet & Cordial Gold Member

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    Interestingly, guys CAN control their ejaculations when they desire. Usually its that deep inside, primal desire to cum that drives men to cum early ... it sometimes takes precedence over the desire to sexually satisfy the female he's with. Next time you feel that unexpected urge to cum "early", just grab the base of your cock (near the scrotum) and squeeze rather hard for about 10 seconds. That'll usually give you another 4-5 minutes of fucking time with your female. You "don't" want to leave her sexually frustrated, that's for sure.

    As far as you wanting to see her lose her inhibitions, women tend to know/respect their limitations. She knows that going over that EDGE could be like trying cocaine for the first time ... she'll want to return over and over again, and that's when neither of you would have "control". That's not what you want, trust me. Mac