Brothers is your attraction to white women more physical/sexual ? Or more about what they represent in the societal collective consciousness/unconsciousness. And by proxy what it says about you?
When I was very young it was all physical/sexual... Didn't know anything about the psychological aspect.
Due to a personal trauma in my mid 20's Developed an aversion to "whiteness"
Was Black only until about 45.
Then another personal trauma brought me full circle to a preference for non-Black women. That being said a large portion of my attraction is now psychological. Of course a desirable woman remains that... Regardless of her color.
When I was very young it was all physical/sexual... Didn't know anything about the psychological aspect.
Due to a personal trauma in my mid 20's Developed an aversion to "whiteness"
Was Black only until about 45.
Then another personal trauma brought me full circle to a preference for non-Black women. That being said a large portion of my attraction is now psychological. Of course a desirable woman remains that... Regardless of her color.