MasculineWannabeCuck
Male
I posted this in the general discussion forum, but have since realized this may be the correct place. So I apologize for another post.
I've been into the cuckolding fantasy for years now. It's slowly morphed into interracial stuff over the years, and I've myself becoming absolutely addicted to this. I knew it was wrong, so tried to take my mind off of it. But no matter how much I tried, I'd still find myself thinking about it.
I'm younger (26) and haven't had many steady relationships in my life -- depressing, I know. However, I finally got into one and things worked well for a while. But the cuckold fantasy was still there, and it got even worse. It affected our sex life and it still does for me to this day. I've had years of fantasizing/masturbating to the IR/cuckold stuff, so my cock is used to witnessing it.
It's very embarrassing, but I have trouble staying hard when getting intimate unless I close my eyes and visualize IR ******* happening. It frustrated the ******* out of her, but I couldn't bring myself to tell her my fucked up fantasy until one day.
I felt I needed to tell her how I felt to see if she was into it, so one night I drunkingly told her everything. And I hate to say it, but it ended VERY poorly. She ended up splitting up from me just a week or so after because she thought it was so weird. And it was very, very embarrassing (she told her friends).
So I was on the prowl again looking for a woman who generally would do this for me. I've been in a relationship with a girl for about a month now, and things have been going well. But I haven't yet told her how I feel about cuckolding...I'm a bit hesitant because of past history. But the sex life is the same exact deal as my ex. I have trouble staying hard and it's beginning to frustrate her as well. I'm just not sure how she'll react.
But that didn't stop me from pursuing my deepest, darkest desires.
On Friday, I found an ad on CraigsList (sketchy, I know) and pursued a cuckold experience. It was a black guy and his white girlfriend looking for a man to watch them have sex at their home. They were interested in a younger guy and I spoke with them both prior to making a meeting Saturday. We traded pics back and forth and everything seemed legit.
So fast forward to Saturday and it was perfect. I was nervous as fuck, but my GF was out for the evening, so now was my time to shine.
I was told to just come to their house, knock on the door and we'd get after it right away. I was nervous as FUCK -- cannot stress that more, almost physically shaking. But I got to the door and knocked on it anyway. She was the one to answer and greeted me with a smile in her tank top and jeans. She was even sexier than the three pics they had sent me.
I walked inside and he was walking up to the door as I walked in. Man, what an intimidating dude. He's all tatted up and very muscular, but I shook both of their hands (with my sweaty palms) and they brought me into the living room, she asked if I wanted anything to ******* (I said no).
Then it started and I was already excited (boner ensued almost instantly). We chatted for about 30 minutes about what we do, their experiences -- they had done this a number of times and get off getting watched by a guy.
So then, they both asked if I wanted to head to the bedroom and we all did. The black guy was a big 6-foot-4, muscular guy, very down to earth. She was a very attractive brunette (wasn't expecting that so much with the things I've heard on CraigsList), petite and had b-cup tits and big lips.
He told me to sit on the chair in the room next to the bed, so I did... they could definitely tell how nervous I was because she told me to just relax and watch. They started getting intimate with each other, kissing and everything and he pulled her tank off so she was in her bra... I couldn't help it and could feel my cock getting harder, just waiting for them to tell me when it was OK to whip it out.
They both got on the bed and did some fantastic foreplay, pretty much pretending like I wasn't even there. Soon enough, her jeans and bra were both off, she was just there in her thong. Then, I was surprised at what happened next.
She sat on the bed and he walked over to me, shirtless with his basketball shorts on. I wasn't sure what was gonna happen, but I looked at him and she ORDERED me to take off his shorts for him. I was a bit taken back, didn't know what to expect, but I did so. I lowered them to the ground and then his boxers as well so he was naked in front of me.
I'm typically straight and masculine, but couldn't believe the sight before my eyes. His cock was HUGE. Very very thick and his muscular frame made me a bit intimidated. So he was naked in front of me and then he just turned away and went to the bed. He made sure to ask, "you watching this white boy?" as my eyes were firmly on the action. His cock wasn't totally hard yet, so she worked it with her hand before giving him some hot fucking head. She was real good at it , it looked like.
Once he was getting hard, they stopped and looked over at me, fully clothed. She asked me to come to the bed, so I did, and he ordered me to try to get her wet. I couldn't believe what I was doing, my dream was coming true, as I moved onto the bed and started rubbing her pussy through her panties. I looked at him for approval and he gave me a stern nod as he touched his cock. I pulled off her panties and she was fully naked on the bed as I caressed her already-wet pussy. I kept rubbing it and then her nipples trying to get her going, and it was working. She was getting real wet and then suddenly I feel him touch me on the shoulder... he said "watch out bro" and moved onto the bed, putting his cock close to her pussy.
Next was ******* that was straight out of a porno, haha. He said "put my dick in her pussy." Now, I never thought it'd get this far, especially in the first time ever doing it. But I listened to his orders and grabbed his black dick and put the head into her pussy and backed up out of the way and back to the chair. I just sat down and watched them, still fully clothed.
I couldn't take it anymore, and was feeling my crotch through my jeans. He just looked over as he started banging her and gave me another stern nod. So I unzipped my zipper and whipped out my hard cock. I started rubbing away at it as they pretty much ignored me for a while, but I didn't care at all. They went fucking at it. Three different positions, too.
I just sat there in fucking awe at what was happening. She was riding him doggy style when I suddenly couldn't take it anymore and jizzed fucking everywhere. All over my jeans and my T-shirt, lol. That got her even hotter as she was pretty vocal.. I got hard a couple minutes after and worked it back to boner status.
They went at it for a good 30-45 minutes in total, I'd say and it was fucking incredible. I was super scared and awkward at first, but it ended up being everything I had wished for and then some.
When they finished up, he came in her and asked me to grab a towel for the both of them from the bathroom. I did so and they cleaned up before bidding me on my way. They texted me on my way home thanks for watching and left it open to happen again!!!
Sorry for the long story, I'm just super fucking excited that I finally was able to make this happen. I just want my GF to do it, now.
I've been into the cuckolding fantasy for years now. It's slowly morphed into interracial stuff over the years, and I've myself becoming absolutely addicted to this. I knew it was wrong, so tried to take my mind off of it. But no matter how much I tried, I'd still find myself thinking about it.
I'm younger (26) and haven't had many steady relationships in my life -- depressing, I know. However, I finally got into one and things worked well for a while. But the cuckold fantasy was still there, and it got even worse. It affected our sex life and it still does for me to this day. I've had years of fantasizing/masturbating to the IR/cuckold stuff, so my cock is used to witnessing it.
It's very embarrassing, but I have trouble staying hard when getting intimate unless I close my eyes and visualize IR ******* happening. It frustrated the ******* out of her, but I couldn't bring myself to tell her my fucked up fantasy until one day.
I felt I needed to tell her how I felt to see if she was into it, so one night I drunkingly told her everything. And I hate to say it, but it ended VERY poorly. She ended up splitting up from me just a week or so after because she thought it was so weird. And it was very, very embarrassing (she told her friends).
So I was on the prowl again looking for a woman who generally would do this for me. I've been in a relationship with a girl for about a month now, and things have been going well. But I haven't yet told her how I feel about cuckolding...I'm a bit hesitant because of past history. But the sex life is the same exact deal as my ex. I have trouble staying hard and it's beginning to frustrate her as well. I'm just not sure how she'll react.
But that didn't stop me from pursuing my deepest, darkest desires.
On Friday, I found an ad on CraigsList (sketchy, I know) and pursued a cuckold experience. It was a black guy and his white girlfriend looking for a man to watch them have sex at their home. They were interested in a younger guy and I spoke with them both prior to making a meeting Saturday. We traded pics back and forth and everything seemed legit.
So fast forward to Saturday and it was perfect. I was nervous as fuck, but my GF was out for the evening, so now was my time to shine.
I was told to just come to their house, knock on the door and we'd get after it right away. I was nervous as FUCK -- cannot stress that more, almost physically shaking. But I got to the door and knocked on it anyway. She was the one to answer and greeted me with a smile in her tank top and jeans. She was even sexier than the three pics they had sent me.
I walked inside and he was walking up to the door as I walked in. Man, what an intimidating dude. He's all tatted up and very muscular, but I shook both of their hands (with my sweaty palms) and they brought me into the living room, she asked if I wanted anything to ******* (I said no).
Then it started and I was already excited (boner ensued almost instantly). We chatted for about 30 minutes about what we do, their experiences -- they had done this a number of times and get off getting watched by a guy.
So then, they both asked if I wanted to head to the bedroom and we all did. The black guy was a big 6-foot-4, muscular guy, very down to earth. She was a very attractive brunette (wasn't expecting that so much with the things I've heard on CraigsList), petite and had b-cup tits and big lips.
He told me to sit on the chair in the room next to the bed, so I did... they could definitely tell how nervous I was because she told me to just relax and watch. They started getting intimate with each other, kissing and everything and he pulled her tank off so she was in her bra... I couldn't help it and could feel my cock getting harder, just waiting for them to tell me when it was OK to whip it out.
They both got on the bed and did some fantastic foreplay, pretty much pretending like I wasn't even there. Soon enough, her jeans and bra were both off, she was just there in her thong. Then, I was surprised at what happened next.
She sat on the bed and he walked over to me, shirtless with his basketball shorts on. I wasn't sure what was gonna happen, but I looked at him and she ORDERED me to take off his shorts for him. I was a bit taken back, didn't know what to expect, but I did so. I lowered them to the ground and then his boxers as well so he was naked in front of me.
I'm typically straight and masculine, but couldn't believe the sight before my eyes. His cock was HUGE. Very very thick and his muscular frame made me a bit intimidated. So he was naked in front of me and then he just turned away and went to the bed. He made sure to ask, "you watching this white boy?" as my eyes were firmly on the action. His cock wasn't totally hard yet, so she worked it with her hand before giving him some hot fucking head. She was real good at it , it looked like.
Once he was getting hard, they stopped and looked over at me, fully clothed. She asked me to come to the bed, so I did, and he ordered me to try to get her wet. I couldn't believe what I was doing, my dream was coming true, as I moved onto the bed and started rubbing her pussy through her panties. I looked at him for approval and he gave me a stern nod as he touched his cock. I pulled off her panties and she was fully naked on the bed as I caressed her already-wet pussy. I kept rubbing it and then her nipples trying to get her going, and it was working. She was getting real wet and then suddenly I feel him touch me on the shoulder... he said "watch out bro" and moved onto the bed, putting his cock close to her pussy.
Next was ******* that was straight out of a porno, haha. He said "put my dick in her pussy." Now, I never thought it'd get this far, especially in the first time ever doing it. But I listened to his orders and grabbed his black dick and put the head into her pussy and backed up out of the way and back to the chair. I just sat down and watched them, still fully clothed.
I couldn't take it anymore, and was feeling my crotch through my jeans. He just looked over as he started banging her and gave me another stern nod. So I unzipped my zipper and whipped out my hard cock. I started rubbing away at it as they pretty much ignored me for a while, but I didn't care at all. They went fucking at it. Three different positions, too.
I just sat there in fucking awe at what was happening. She was riding him doggy style when I suddenly couldn't take it anymore and jizzed fucking everywhere. All over my jeans and my T-shirt, lol. That got her even hotter as she was pretty vocal.. I got hard a couple minutes after and worked it back to boner status.
They went at it for a good 30-45 minutes in total, I'd say and it was fucking incredible. I was super scared and awkward at first, but it ended up being everything I had wished for and then some.
When they finished up, he came in her and asked me to grab a towel for the both of them from the bathroom. I did so and they cleaned up before bidding me on my way. They texted me on my way home thanks for watching and left it open to happen again!!!
Sorry for the long story, I'm just super fucking excited that I finally was able to make this happen. I just want my GF to do it, now.
I've been into the cuckolding fantasy for years now. It's slowly morphed into interracial stuff over the years, and I've myself becoming absolutely addicted to this. I knew it was wrong, so tried to take my mind off of it. But no matter how much I tried, I'd still find myself thinking about it.
I'm younger (26) and haven't had many steady relationships in my life -- depressing, I know. However, I finally got into one and things worked well for a while. But the cuckold fantasy was still there, and it got even worse. It affected our sex life and it still does for me to this day. I've had years of fantasizing/masturbating to the IR/cuckold stuff, so my cock is used to witnessing it.
It's very embarrassing, but I have trouble staying hard when getting intimate unless I close my eyes and visualize IR ******* happening. It frustrated the ******* out of her, but I couldn't bring myself to tell her my fucked up fantasy until one day.
I felt I needed to tell her how I felt to see if she was into it, so one night I drunkingly told her everything. And I hate to say it, but it ended VERY poorly. She ended up splitting up from me just a week or so after because she thought it was so weird. And it was very, very embarrassing (she told her friends).
So I was on the prowl again looking for a woman who generally would do this for me. I've been in a relationship with a girl for about a month now, and things have been going well. But I haven't yet told her how I feel about cuckolding...I'm a bit hesitant because of past history. But the sex life is the same exact deal as my ex. I have trouble staying hard and it's beginning to frustrate her as well. I'm just not sure how she'll react.
But that didn't stop me from pursuing my deepest, darkest desires.
On Friday, I found an ad on CraigsList (sketchy, I know) and pursued a cuckold experience. It was a black guy and his white girlfriend looking for a man to watch them have sex at their home. They were interested in a younger guy and I spoke with them both prior to making a meeting Saturday. We traded pics back and forth and everything seemed legit.
So fast forward to Saturday and it was perfect. I was nervous as fuck, but my GF was out for the evening, so now was my time to shine.
I was told to just come to their house, knock on the door and we'd get after it right away. I was nervous as FUCK -- cannot stress that more, almost physically shaking. But I got to the door and knocked on it anyway. She was the one to answer and greeted me with a smile in her tank top and jeans. She was even sexier than the three pics they had sent me.
I walked inside and he was walking up to the door as I walked in. Man, what an intimidating dude. He's all tatted up and very muscular, but I shook both of their hands (with my sweaty palms) and they brought me into the living room, she asked if I wanted anything to ******* (I said no).
Then it started and I was already excited (boner ensued almost instantly). We chatted for about 30 minutes about what we do, their experiences -- they had done this a number of times and get off getting watched by a guy.
So then, they both asked if I wanted to head to the bedroom and we all did. The black guy was a big 6-foot-4, muscular guy, very down to earth. She was a very attractive brunette (wasn't expecting that so much with the things I've heard on CraigsList), petite and had b-cup tits and big lips.
He told me to sit on the chair in the room next to the bed, so I did... they could definitely tell how nervous I was because she told me to just relax and watch. They started getting intimate with each other, kissing and everything and he pulled her tank off so she was in her bra... I couldn't help it and could feel my cock getting harder, just waiting for them to tell me when it was OK to whip it out.
They both got on the bed and did some fantastic foreplay, pretty much pretending like I wasn't even there. Soon enough, her jeans and bra were both off, she was just there in her thong. Then, I was surprised at what happened next.
She sat on the bed and he walked over to me, shirtless with his basketball shorts on. I wasn't sure what was gonna happen, but I looked at him and she ORDERED me to take off his shorts for him. I was a bit taken back, didn't know what to expect, but I did so. I lowered them to the ground and then his boxers as well so he was naked in front of me.
I'm typically straight and masculine, but couldn't believe the sight before my eyes. His cock was HUGE. Very very thick and his muscular frame made me a bit intimidated. So he was naked in front of me and then he just turned away and went to the bed. He made sure to ask, "you watching this white boy?" as my eyes were firmly on the action. His cock wasn't totally hard yet, so she worked it with her hand before giving him some hot fucking head. She was real good at it , it looked like.
Once he was getting hard, they stopped and looked over at me, fully clothed. She asked me to come to the bed, so I did, and he ordered me to try to get her wet. I couldn't believe what I was doing, my dream was coming true, as I moved onto the bed and started rubbing her pussy through her panties. I looked at him for approval and he gave me a stern nod as he touched his cock. I pulled off her panties and she was fully naked on the bed as I caressed her already-wet pussy. I kept rubbing it and then her nipples trying to get her going, and it was working. She was getting real wet and then suddenly I feel him touch me on the shoulder... he said "watch out bro" and moved onto the bed, putting his cock close to her pussy.
Next was ******* that was straight out of a porno, haha. He said "put my dick in her pussy." Now, I never thought it'd get this far, especially in the first time ever doing it. But I listened to his orders and grabbed his black dick and put the head into her pussy and backed up out of the way and back to the chair. I just sat down and watched them, still fully clothed.
I couldn't take it anymore, and was feeling my crotch through my jeans. He just looked over as he started banging her and gave me another stern nod. So I unzipped my zipper and whipped out my hard cock. I started rubbing away at it as they pretty much ignored me for a while, but I didn't care at all. They went fucking at it. Three different positions, too.
I just sat there in fucking awe at what was happening. She was riding him doggy style when I suddenly couldn't take it anymore and jizzed fucking everywhere. All over my jeans and my T-shirt, lol. That got her even hotter as she was pretty vocal.. I got hard a couple minutes after and worked it back to boner status.
They went at it for a good 30-45 minutes in total, I'd say and it was fucking incredible. I was super scared and awkward at first, but it ended up being everything I had wished for and then some.
When they finished up, he came in her and asked me to grab a towel for the both of them from the bathroom. I did so and they cleaned up before bidding me on my way. They texted me on my way home thanks for watching and left it open to happen again!!!
Sorry for the long story, I'm just super fucking excited that I finally was able to make this happen. I just want my GF to do it, now.
I've been into the cuckolding fantasy for years now. It's slowly morphed into interracial stuff over the years, and I've myself becoming absolutely addicted to this. I knew it was wrong, so tried to take my mind off of it. But no matter how much I tried, I'd still find myself thinking about it.
I'm younger (26) and haven't had many steady relationships in my life -- depressing, I know. However, I finally got into one and things worked well for a while. But the cuckold fantasy was still there, and it got even worse. It affected our sex life and it still does for me to this day. I've had years of fantasizing/masturbating to the IR/cuckold stuff, so my cock is used to witnessing it.
It's very embarrassing, but I have trouble staying hard when getting intimate unless I close my eyes and visualize IR ******* happening. It frustrated the ******* out of her, but I couldn't bring myself to tell her my fucked up fantasy until one day.
I felt I needed to tell her how I felt to see if she was into it, so one night I drunkingly told her everything. And I hate to say it, but it ended VERY poorly. She ended up splitting up from me just a week or so after because she thought it was so weird. And it was very, very embarrassing (she told her friends).
So I was on the prowl again looking for a woman who generally would do this for me. I've been in a relationship with a girl for about a month now, and things have been going well. But I haven't yet told her how I feel about cuckolding...I'm a bit hesitant because of past history. But the sex life is the same exact deal as my ex. I have trouble staying hard and it's beginning to frustrate her as well. I'm just not sure how she'll react.
But that didn't stop me from pursuing my deepest, darkest desires.
On Friday, I found an ad on CraigsList (sketchy, I know) and pursued a cuckold experience. It was a black guy and his white girlfriend looking for a man to watch them have sex at their home. They were interested in a younger guy and I spoke with them both prior to making a meeting Saturday. We traded pics back and forth and everything seemed legit.
So fast forward to Saturday and it was perfect. I was nervous as fuck, but my GF was out for the evening, so now was my time to shine.
I was told to just come to their house, knock on the door and we'd get after it right away. I was nervous as FUCK -- cannot stress that more, almost physically shaking. But I got to the door and knocked on it anyway. She was the one to answer and greeted me with a smile in her tank top and jeans. She was even sexier than the three pics they had sent me.
I walked inside and he was walking up to the door as I walked in. Man, what an intimidating dude. He's all tatted up and very muscular, but I shook both of their hands (with my sweaty palms) and they brought me into the living room, she asked if I wanted anything to ******* (I said no).
Then it started and I was already excited (boner ensued almost instantly). We chatted for about 30 minutes about what we do, their experiences -- they had done this a number of times and get off getting watched by a guy.
So then, they both asked if I wanted to head to the bedroom and we all did. The black guy was a big 6-foot-4, muscular guy, very down to earth. She was a very attractive brunette (wasn't expecting that so much with the things I've heard on CraigsList), petite and had b-cup tits and big lips.
He told me to sit on the chair in the room next to the bed, so I did... they could definitely tell how nervous I was because she told me to just relax and watch. They started getting intimate with each other, kissing and everything and he pulled her tank off so she was in her bra... I couldn't help it and could feel my cock getting harder, just waiting for them to tell me when it was OK to whip it out.
They both got on the bed and did some fantastic foreplay, pretty much pretending like I wasn't even there. Soon enough, her jeans and bra were both off, she was just there in her thong. Then, I was surprised at what happened next.
She sat on the bed and he walked over to me, shirtless with his basketball shorts on. I wasn't sure what was gonna happen, but I looked at him and she ORDERED me to take off his shorts for him. I was a bit taken back, didn't know what to expect, but I did so. I lowered them to the ground and then his boxers as well so he was naked in front of me.
I'm typically straight and masculine, but couldn't believe the sight before my eyes. His cock was HUGE. Very very thick and his muscular frame made me a bit intimidated. So he was naked in front of me and then he just turned away and went to the bed. He made sure to ask, "you watching this white boy?" as my eyes were firmly on the action. His cock wasn't totally hard yet, so she worked it with her hand before giving him some hot fucking head. She was real good at it , it looked like.
Once he was getting hard, they stopped and looked over at me, fully clothed. She asked me to come to the bed, so I did, and he ordered me to try to get her wet. I couldn't believe what I was doing, my dream was coming true, as I moved onto the bed and started rubbing her pussy through her panties. I looked at him for approval and he gave me a stern nod as he touched his cock. I pulled off her panties and she was fully naked on the bed as I caressed her already-wet pussy. I kept rubbing it and then her nipples trying to get her going, and it was working. She was getting real wet and then suddenly I feel him touch me on the shoulder... he said "watch out bro" and moved onto the bed, putting his cock close to her pussy.
Next was ******* that was straight out of a porno, haha. He said "put my dick in her pussy." Now, I never thought it'd get this far, especially in the first time ever doing it. But I listened to his orders and grabbed his black dick and put the head into her pussy and backed up out of the way and back to the chair. I just sat down and watched them, still fully clothed.
I couldn't take it anymore, and was feeling my crotch through my jeans. He just looked over as he started banging her and gave me another stern nod. So I unzipped my zipper and whipped out my hard cock. I started rubbing away at it as they pretty much ignored me for a while, but I didn't care at all. They went fucking at it. Three different positions, too.
I just sat there in fucking awe at what was happening. She was riding him doggy style when I suddenly couldn't take it anymore and jizzed fucking everywhere. All over my jeans and my T-shirt, lol. That got her even hotter as she was pretty vocal.. I got hard a couple minutes after and worked it back to boner status.
They went at it for a good 30-45 minutes in total, I'd say and it was fucking incredible. I was super scared and awkward at first, but it ended up being everything I had wished for and then some.
When they finished up, he came in her and asked me to grab a towel for the both of them from the bathroom. I did so and they cleaned up before bidding me on my way. They texted me on my way home thanks for watching and left it open to happen again!!!
Sorry for the long story, I'm just super fucking excited that I finally was able to make this happen. I just want my GF to do it, now.
