Have been dating Emily for about a year now and we live together. She’s 10years younger than me and used to be a slut. We are 30 and 20. I have an average sized dick and she isn’t able to cum with me anymore after a fun first year. More recently she has been talking about missing being stretched and pounded out by two specific guys in her past. She now rarely ever wants to have sex with me anymore.. she says she loves me but sex is very boring now beaucse she misses being used and treated like *******. We’ve talked about ideas that turn her on the most (because I know my dick is the problem).. the number one thing she always brings up is having two boyfriends, one for compassion (me) and one for sex. She has never done anything like this before but she keeps talking about missing the fun she has with multiple dicks in her life and being used. Her ideal situation is to only have sex with her bull and for me to play a very specific/minimal part of her sex life. She wants me to have no say on her fun and the rules are that I would provide rides whenever needed, buy whatever is requested of me and to wait for further instruction. If we start this lifestyle, I’m not allowed to be involved or watch or ask questions at first. She says “this is going to be my sex life, not yours”, I think it’s hot as fuck. She wants her bull to always cum in her, own her body and to make all body decisions for Emily. Whenever he is done with her, she demands that i will stay up and wait for them, provide rides to and from and afterwards i would ALWAYS be required to clean her pussy out so we that we can “reconnect” our compassion. She said this is also a hot idea because it also shows my acceptance as a submissive to the new, bigger man in her life. Once I’m done cleaning her up, she doesn’t want me to have sex with her anymore but is okay with me jerking off next to her while she goes to ******* sore.
The problem is, she wants the bull to be a good friend of mine.. she likes the idea of fucking a guy close to me because it’s the dirtiest thing she can do and he is 100% her type physically. She’s open to the idea of starting off with younger guys online but eventually she wants my friends to be her bull. She says it is my job to get this ball rolling because she’s nervous..
Any advice on my next steps? Thanks!