You are one of the most exciting women on Blacktowhite. You are REAL and your hubby (thank you) posts some great pics of you. I was able to learn a lot about you in the Queen of Spade Diaries interview but there's a lot more I would like to know. In addition to the photos, I like to know what a woman is thinking and feeling when she lives the Hotwife lifestyle. Your situation is somewhat unique in that your hubby participates in posting your pics and I am also interested in HIS perspective, too. So, I'll start off with a few question I hope you will answer. You told in your Queen interview about the first time you had sex with a black man. I'm wondering if you eagerly sought out the encounter and pursued HIM. Or, one can imagine you might have been reluctant based on such things as a) you would be "going black" for the first time and your parents might be shocked if they found out, b) he was older than you or c) the fact that he was a professor and you were a student? Did you feel at all "sold" on black cock at that point or was it "just another cock" at that point? When you started fucking black men again, after you were married and had kids, was it YOU who suggested it or was your hubby the main promoter of you reentering the world of interracial sex? Thanks.