I always preferred to there when she got fucked but sometimes, she met them alone. One black guy in particular insisted she fuck him without me being there. He had the biggest cock she's ever had (nearly twice as big as me) and she confessed to me that he was the best lover she had ever fucked. She told me being alone with him allowed her to express herself fully when they made love without me distracting them. She spent many weekends with him over several months, including one New Year's Eve and a Valentine's Day. He always made her shut off her phone off and forbid communication, so I was left to imagine what was going on.
What did I do when she's away? I try to stay busy, but my imagination ran wild the whole time. I try to avoid masturbating so I can save my full load for her when it's time to reclaim her body as my own and reestablish myself as the alpha male. It doesn't always work and can't help myself. A few times I even ejaculated without touching myself. The first time this happened was the first time my wife went to spend the weekend alone with him. When she arrived, I got THE call. She phoned me to tell me she had arrived. I don't think I will ever forget any detail of this call:
Amie: "I'm here."
Me: "Are you in his apartment?"
Amie: "No, I just parked. I'm going in now."
Me: (after fumbling for words) "Are you sure about this?"
I could hear her breathing on the line and after a pause said:
Amie: "Yes."
Nothing was said for a few seconds when she finally told me:
Amie: "I love you so much Bobby."
Me: "I love you too."
She then hung up. I called back in a minute and sure enough it went direct to voice mail. She had shut off her phone.
The whole situation was too much for me to deal with and I had an involuntary release, much like this:
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