Whether you lift that cock to your lips or, better yet, She holds it up for you and your lips open to receive it you feel the slide down the scale of maleness. In both of their eyes, and indeed in your own, you are a cocksucker. You can't undo it, take it back or make it not have happened. You've taken a black man's cock into your mouth and hungrily sucked it, hoping to get his gift of sperm. You feel disappointed when She pulls it out and wants it in Her pussy. You have to guide that luscious meat pole into Her and watch Her respond the way She'd never done to your thing.