Just one Look…
There were signs: The beginning – My background before I sucked my first BBC.
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My First Big Black Cock to get straight to the main event.
Getting into naughty sexy situations has always been a thrill for me. I also considered myself bi or at least very open minded from an early age. Outwardly, I’m masculine and straight, a kind of typical average white guy. I’m not really attracted to effeminate men.
I started playing with cocks with my neighborhood friend growing up. We used to look at dirty magazines together. He talked me into sucking his cock one night. It took a lot of convincing on his part. I eventually gave in and he eventually returned the favor. I have an average size cock and his was a little bigger, and a little thicker and was very nice.
We sucked each other’s cocks and looked at porn talking about double teaming girls. I came to really enjoy sucking cock and tried to make myself better at it. It felt very slutty, and that had a certain power.
We kept it up until he moved away. We didn’t consider it gay or bi, we were just “helping each other out”.
I recall one of those early magazines had a black guy and a blond girl, and I remember marveling at that black cock. These are pics from that spread. This spread was always a big turn on for me.
A couple of years go by and I discovered the thrill of adult theaters. I used to go to watch porn and jack off. I noticed that some of the places has peep holes, and some had open holes between booths. I also noticed that some of the movies showed guys with black cocks that were often some of the best looking cocks. Tehy were long thick and usually glistening.
Desire grows:
I was a little too freaked out about playing with a stranger, and fear of disease so I liked to jack off and be watched. I was young and in shape, and I’ve always liked to keep my pubes shaved, so I got a fair amount of attention. Guys wanting to suck me off and a few showing me their equipment.
Eventually I decided there was not a lot of risk in letting someone suck me, so I started trying that, and that longing to feel a cock in my mouth was starting to take over. I decided that maybe I should try sucking someone with a condom. Next time there was a decent cock at the gloryhole, average size, Hispanic looking guy, I slipped a condom in the hole. He put it on and I proceeded to suck his cock through the hole with the condom on. It was OK, but it was also a little like sucking on a balloon.
I can’t recall whether what happened next was the same day, or another day, but I do know it was the same adult bookstore, in another booth. After the condom experience, I was trying to figure out a way to get a cock bare without as much risk. These were the days when AIDS was still a straight up killer and I didn’t want to pick up anything.
My First Big Black Cock:
This was a seedy little bookstore in Lemon Grove, CA. It was not a bad place, and had a bunch of booths, some with gloryholes, some large enough for a few people. I was fairly dark in the booth section, and there were always guys lurking around, most of whom were better left alone. I remember I went into a corner booth with a gloryhole, and started watching some porn, looking for chicks sucking cock, BBCs, and threesomes enjoying myself cock out stroking my shaved smooth 6” cock so that I could be seen through the hole in the light of the fucking and sucking onscreen.
This was a dark booth, but through the hole comes the best looking cock I had ever seen in person. It was a black and thick, maybe a little more than average, but it hung down well below the hole. It had to be at least 9”. I remember kind of looking at it in awe for a minute. I didn’t think that was typical outside of porn. I was immediately hooked. That was all it took, just one look.
All thoughts and concerns left my mind, my brain was fixed on that cock. I had to have this amazing cock in my mouth, and I had to suck it at least as good as the porn starlets I liked to beat off to. I did my best to get it as deep in my mouth as possible and I worked the shaft. It got nice and hard for me but also had a smooth softness to it that was amazing.
I worked that cock until he unloaded in my mouth. At least, I was pretty sure he did. I was sucking so vigorously that I felt my mouth get wetter and the taste changed, but that was it. He eased out and backed out of the hole and was gone.
I had done it, I had sucked off a total stranger, a Big Black Cock and he had cum in my mouth. I had always been tentative about sucking a stranger, and selective in who I played with. None of that mattered when I saw that cock. I had to have it, so I told myself that it was just so nice and big. That kind of opened me up to being willing to suck other guys.
That’s what I told myself, but I noticed a couple years later I was in a porn theater looking for guys to play with or show off for, when on the screen there is a scene with three well hung black guys all fucking one hot blond chick. I got so excited. It was one of the hottest scenes I’d ever watched. That was when I realized and kind of admitted to myself that I have a weakness for big black cocks! I like to think I am an ABC kind of guy (Any Big Cock), but I think we all know, somewhere deep inside, Big Black Cock is still better than just Any Big Cock.
It all started with just one look the night that glorious big black cock came through that hole.
