Ive been curious about sucking dicks I was 45 when I finally had the opportunity to be with a man growing in the south were never taught hate anymore especially because of color. My daddy only said this pertaining to women homosexuality wasn't something easily talked about back then he only said you can have friends but in relationships should stay with your race. I know growing up if a white girl was caught in sexual encounters with black the things people would say about her most times to her . I didn't even fantasize about being with a black man I had become so obsessed with curiosity of sucking a man's cock felt I was going to go crazy . The woman I living with was very sexual a lot like me we shared everything while playing with each other one night out of the blue she said she loved being with two bisexual men watching them sucking each other's dicks. I had only shared my secret with one gay that sent me a pm 10yrs earlier I began telling her my fantasies she said wanted me to be with a man after years passed was always something I didn't find out till later she had no intentions of this happening because her boyfriend ran away with their big dick lover. It got bad I wanted to talk about it with but getting so pissed telling me didn't want hear about it . That Friday evening I began talking about men again she leaves saying wasn't coming back probably Sunday. I didn't know she had told a couple we were friends with everything about my homosexual desires fantasies they one time rented a room from us and I briefly met some her friends a young lesbian couple and a 19yr old gay black man very sissy. My girlfriend told this girl that she couldn't take anymore was going away Sunday possibly Monday. This girl didn't say anything to girlfriend but has her young friend come to my house. He called me earlier than evening around 6pm asking me if he could come over after work I knew in my mind what he wanted because I heard he preferred white guys didn't say anything sexual only that would fine. I had setup a guy that wasn't going to suck me but would enjoy a blowjob alone naked with a white nothing to me was comfortable I tried once after asking him if I could suck his dick finally got the courage reach out barely touched my fingers to him couldn't do it. After getting off the phone again wasn't sure I could do it with any man went showered getting everything ready. He arrived 8pm I didn't want anyone knowing that was with a man especially a black man I didn't have tell anyone or do again if I could do it at all. Asking if I minded he showered I was so nervous he came back wearing just boxers putting on straight porn on tv sitting on side my bed he began rubbing his cock through his underwear I was walking around other side of the room making conversation with quick glances towards his. Suddenly sliding his boxers lying on my bed naked he had a dick I'd only seen pics of in playgirl . He began stroking his thick 10in uncircumcised cock balls so big I couldn't take my eyes off it. I knew if I quickly say something I would do it taking everything I had finally said very nice but I don't have anything close to yours then I said would you like seeing I saying yes I stopped within a foot from his shoulders and face sliding down my shorts standing flat footed on the floor reaching out so fast I couldn't react. Blink of he put his hand around my dick his lips pressed hard against my balls . So gentle sucking me with a desire I never felt I could feel how wanted me first time anyone had made me feel sexually desirable. Still inside his mouth I had go to his back I got on top we began in a 69 like only fantasized about. I put both my hands around that dick closing my eyes trying not not think about sucking dick and really couldn't believe I was sucking a black man's dick. Just minutes into it opened my eyes peeked not going size totally played into my enjoyment dark skinned cock balls sliding between my lips. Since then I've sucked a lot black cocks if had never had your eyes open when you went down on him would never he was black. He smelled so sweet like other black men Ive been intimate with I couldn't believe I was sucking dick let a big black cock to damn I can't believe I'm enjoying sucking that big black cock. Like sucking a radiator hose making it last little more than an hour taste of his cum so prevalent filling mouth knew he hadn't cum 15mins into our 69 I turned moving on my knees between his legs becoming his total cocksucker lover I'd touched myself little sending time my hands mouth on him . His cum tasted like mine had me so horny and hot I was streaming cum tip my dick pudding on the mattress . I'd always wondered how a woman always knew I was about to cum without saying it but knew he was so close I didn't want it to end so ready feel a man's dick explode pulsating as pumps hot sperm down my throat I was sure how i was going react was going gag ******* spit swallow .my was so hard throbbing i needed to cum so I picked up the pace didn't take long just before moaning out loud was about cum when down taking every bit of his huge cock i could as I went he moaned out thrusting upwards tightening my lips holding onto him he shot a load so fast so like I was trying ******* from fire hose happened so fast I couldn't spit wanted to. Saving some i let run down my chest rubbing it into my chest hairs my lips glistening wet with his sperm still on my knees I kissed him deeply i know this very long winded but I enjoyed something I never thought i wanted that 16yrs ago 11years ago i became online total submissive femine cocksucker lover when possible