And my answer is going to redirect you back to what I said before. You’re missing the whole point that everyone is telling you because it’s not what you want to hear. I don’t know if you have some other fetish or something else is going on that you’re not being honest about or if you yourself actually are attracted to men and are not admitting it. There are plenty of dudes with 4 inch dicks on this website married to hot ass women because they had some sort of game. Your problem isnt you dick size and skin, your problem is between your ears and the fact that you right now truly just want to have a poor little old me party of one.
We don’t mean any harm, but you came here asking for real advice I think listen, take it all in, and let it sink in.