We are not in the lifestyle, but I fantasize about sharing my wife. For those who have, how did it make you feel seeing another man enter your wife‘s pussy. Or what’s it like to see her take another cock in her mouth the first time? Did she hesitate, or was she really into it as well?
Long before I met my future wife 12 years ago, I habitually fantasised about watching hypothetical girlfriends being roughly penetrated then enviably manfully fucked by my earlier-maturing and bigger-cocked school buddies, the most handsome of which I engaged with in mutual masturbation and fellatio. My favourites for that were the uncircumcised ones, some of whom admitted to regularly fucking girls I had the hots for but lacked the balls and courage to proposition them sexually.
My fantasising secretly continued but with much greater frequency and ferocity after I married a quiet and very beautiful girl when I was a final year medical student. When making love to her I would indulge in unspoken florid fantasies of her orgasming on the cock of one or other of my more athletic school buddies and him ejaculating long and copiously into her as he had done into my eager mouth.
As fate would have it, only 3 years into my marriage I met a breathlessly handsome, athletic, tall and beautifully-built versatile gay and very polite 17-year-old black high-school lad whose cock just happened to be uncircumcised and in full erection an enviable one-and-half-inches longer and a full inch girthier than mine.
After two years of my sensationally sexy buddy being my lover-in-secret I invited him to our home one Friday evening, fervently hoping my wife would find him at least as sexually attractive as I did. Which of course she did; in fact irresistibly so, especially after he had hesitantly and touchingly self-consciously stripped off for her while standing beside our bed.
At that time my buddy was a woman-virgin, so he needed me to show him the “moves” when the time came for him to engage physically with my openly admiring and by then extremely horny wife.
The fuck that followed was in the missionary position and went on for more than 2 hours with my buddy being almost scarily multi-orgasmic and my wide-eyed wife responding to him ecstatically.
After my virgin but alarmingly eager buddy had mounted my wife and was very arousingly kissing her, I began to lovingly hand-guide the bulging head of his rampantly erect and wonderfully warm gristly bare cock between her slippery love-lips then stretchingly forward through the rim of her beautifully receptive vagina, all the time fondly thinking that as penetration proceeded, haltingly and slowly—at half-an-inch per 15 to 20 seconds—I would feel nothing other than erotic fascination and voyeuristic lust.
How wrong I was. In the event, as I drew my buddy’s closely-clinging long foreskin back to bare the by now massively burgeoning head of his cock drooling pre-cum from its gaping slit, I came over all dizzy and was flung into a blind panic, thankfully not noticed by my buddy or my wife with them being so totally rapt with each other's sensational bodies.
Unexpectedly and paradoxically my panic was relieved when my buddy’s bloated and fully-bared cockhead had all too slowly stretched my wife’s slippery love-lips and cock-clinging rim of her vaginal opening and disappeared into her welcoming love-sheath.
But my troubles were far from over inasmuch the panic returned suddenly full-f or ce when by far the girthiest section of the shaft of my buddy’s by now super-rigid cock began to monstrously stretch the rim of my wife’s vagina such that his further penetration of it appeared to be halted.
The moment of Truth was upon me with the awful premonition of me being irreversibly dispossessed of my wife by a suddenly alarmingly potent stripling in the form of my buddy now reared over her, deep-kissing her and already pleasuring her sexually far more powerfully than I ever had in three years of marriage to her.
To make matters worse, within a few seconds of my buddy’s cock very slowly burying itself to its hilt in her vagina, my wife began to very strongly and loudly orgasm on it.
But thankfully I was so suddenly overwhelmed and blinded by heart-stopping voyeuristic lust that the awful panic that had gripped me from witnessing the cruelly but necessarily super-slow penetration of my wife by my buddy’s monstrous cock, lovingly hand-guided by me into her, had completely disappeared.
As if by magic a veil had been lifted from my jealous eyes and husbandly heart to reveal to me the stupendous beauty of the inter-thrusting bodies and genitals of the unlikely lovers I had so eagerly but fatefully put together. I had been transported to Sex Heaven and was frantically and openly masturbating.
And so it turned out that the blind panic that hit me so numbingly hard while I watched the beautifully measured opening penetration of my wife by my novice buddy, became for me a rite of passage into a hitherto undreamed-of realm of sexual wonders far exceeding my previous wildest erotic imaginings.
