What is Happening to Me?

Hello B2W,

I've read these stories and ads for a while but have decided to finally make an account and reach out to real people in hopes I find someone who's gone through what I'm going through. I'm a good looking, in shape, successful, charming white guy with a very above average dick (it's not BBC but I'm not complaining, I've seen a lot worse). Have always done great with the ladies and don't see myself ending that anytime soon but here's the kicker: I can't stop fantasizing about sucking huge black cock.

This all started years ago when I discovered BBC porn (Blacked is a particular favorite). The size was jaw dropping but what shocked me more was how it affected these white girls. It was almost like they were mesmerized by it. Like it became more than just sex. So of course this was a huge turn on but eventually, and I can't pinpoint when this happened, I started focusing on the black men more than the women. I would get off to videos of BBCs jerking off or even worse, fucking white men. There would always be an intense feeling of shame afterwards but I kept coming back. Tonight was the first time it entered the real world though. As I was changing at the gym tonight a ripped black male walked out of the shower and I couldn't stop catching myself from looking over my shoulder, hoping to see all of him. I had to ******* myself to splash cold water on my face. That had never happened before and honestly it really caught me off guard.

I have no interest in changing my sexuality. I love love love women and I'm not bragging here but do pretty well with them. I also have no interest in this ever becoming public, which would destroy my career and probably ostracize me to my friends. But I realize this infatuation is getting worse, so I needed to come here and get it all out, maybe find someone who's gone through it before.

To end, I'm an attractive, well off, athletic white male. I don't have a tiny dick, nor do I get off on being dressed up in lingerie or sissified. I love fucking women, and consider myself straight but these thoughts about worshipping superior black cock will not leave me. I could use some advice.
 
In my opinion dear you thinking and questioning too much! Just follow your instincts and do it! No way loosing time questioning about your inner sexual nature and so on! Believe ALL white men dream about black cock (white cocks too...) so don't be uselessly timid and act to have cocks in your mouth!
Any well endowed girl will love liking cunts too: nature has its rules!
Conventional way of thinking and religions have driven human race to question about but nature will simply follow its own rules!!!
Giorgio
 
Hello B2W,

I've read these stories and ads for a while but have decided to finally make an account and reach out to real people in hopes I find someone who's gone through what I'm going through. I'm a good looking, in shape, successful, charming white guy with a very above average dick (it's not BBC but I'm not complaining, I've seen a lot worse). Have always done great with the ladies and don't see myself ending that anytime soon but here's the kicker: I can't stop fantasizing about sucking huge black cock.

This all started years ago when I discovered BBC porn (Blacked is a particular favorite). The size was jaw dropping but what shocked me more was how it affected these white girls. It was almost like they were mesmerized by it. Like it became more than just sex. So of course this was a huge turn on but eventually, and I can't pinpoint when this happened, I started focusing on the black men more than the women. I would get off to videos of BBCs jerking off or even worse, fucking white men. There would always be an intense feeling of shame afterwards but I kept coming back. Tonight was the first time it entered the real world though. As I was changing at the gym tonight a ripped black male walked out of the shower and I couldn't stop catching myself from looking over my shoulder, hoping to see all of him. I had to ******* myself to splash cold water on my face. That had never happened before and honestly it really caught me off guard.

I have no interest in changing my sexuality. I love love love women and I'm not bragging here but do pretty well with them. I also have no interest in this ever becoming public, which would destroy my career and probably ostracize me to my friends. But I realize this infatuation is getting worse, so I needed to come here and get it all out, maybe find someone who's gone through it before.

To end, I'm an attractive, well off, athletic white male. I don't have a tiny dick, nor do I get off on being dressed up in lingerie or sissified. I love fucking women, and consider myself straight but these thoughts about worshipping superior black cock will not leave me. I could use some advice.
do it,you will be glad you did
 
I know exactly how you feel. I always thought a was a manly man and mot gay at all. Then I started to get into IR porn, then into how fem white boys are, then into breeding, cuckolding, and humiliation, and then learned about the BNWO and it made me feel more and more inferior around Black men. To the point where I have gone out and have been bred myself, and constantly hoping that a random blavk guy on the street stops me and asks me to suck his dick and I so it gladly in front of anyone whos there because he is dominant to me. It has changed everything in my life and I wish I could be free as well
 
This is exactly the same thing that happened to me. Jerking off with the extreme desire for those amazing black cocks followed by shame after busting my nut.

At this point I've accepted the fact I am most definitely bisexual. I absolutely LOVE women!! But, I would absolutely fuck a cute white guy so long as he is smooth/thin/fem. then that turned into my wanting to fuck another big hairy masculine guy like myself.

Now, black men on the otherhand. I become completely submissive and want my ass pounded by a massive BBC while I'm face down ass up begging "please cum deep inside my pussy daddy!"
Like you, the fear of friends and family finding out is very real. Not a day goes by I don't fantasize about black cock. I've even thought of moving to another state so I could live my life how I really want without the fear of judgement from friends and family. I've tried getting my gf into BBC and figure that would be a great way to fulfill my fantasies. I was making good progress until she told me she wasn't serious about going through with it.

So, here I am with this extreme overwhelming desire to act on all my bisexual fantasies and being unable to have them come true. For now anyway...


Totally agree with this! I'd let another (white) guys suck me off and I think I'd even fuck him, but if the tables were turned and it's a black guy, I'd be submissive to him.
I still love to fuck women though, and love all things about pussy! It helps being hung (almost 9x6), but sometimes the bisexual urges are strong.
 
Yeah, I was there too...but I gave in to cock and now I suck as much as I can.....still not much...maybe 5 or 6 a year. If I had my choice it'd always be black cock but sometimes a mans gotta do what a mans gotta do and suck white cock.
Be careful, cocksucking is addictive...the first few years I always thought I'd get 'over' it but I haven't. In fact the more I suck the more I want.
 
For me it happened in an adult theater and I was just going to go and rub one out and leave because that was risky. black men sat next to me and made me suck his dick and I did it just happened like that I never thought about it and never crossed my mind to do anything with the black man Cuckholdp none of that didn't even cross my mind was not even something in my radar but now it's all I want.
 
Yeah, I was there too...but I gave in to cock and now I suck as much as I can.....still not much...maybe 5 or 6 a year. If I had my choice it'd always be black cock but sometimes a mans gotta do what a mans gotta do and suck white cock.
Be careful, cocksucking is addictive...the first few years I always thought I'd get 'over' it but I haven't. In fact the more I suck the more I want.
It's driving me out of my mind all I can think about is black dick all I want is black dick I don't feel like I can get enough of it I wake up thinking about it I go to sleep thinking about it I sleep dreaming about it I love that it makes me weak I love that I've had masculinity f***** out of me I love that I all I want to do is get that big black dick inside me it's it's driving me insane I do anything I'm told it's just so Glorious I'm so happy all the time I'm so I'm so horny and ******* real never been this one I've never wanted something more than black dick ever in my life everything is changed for me things that I never thought about I think about things that I thought were just wrong I don't think a wrong anymore I think that they're good I never fed into the white man's place on his knees by the black men but I do now black cock is so powerful it's so amazing and 15 minutes or under actually 15 minutes I've got taken by a black man huge dick and as soon as he was f****** me I was gay I was so gay I love that dick I love the way I feel my eyes roll in the back of my head I was just mad that it had to stop I'm happy to be gay for Superior black cock black men know how to f*** you they're not finicky like white men black men f*** you equally my love when I belong to my love it when they make me their b**** I want to be I want them to come inside they don't use condoms anyway and they just do what they want and I don't care anymore I wanted so much it doesn't matter to me I love it I don't even care about f****** pussy if I had a woman I would give it to them or her I will give her to them and hope that they convert her like they converted me I love and want black cock so much I can't believe how much it has done to me I have done totally everything opposite of what I've ever done in my life and I can't stop it and I don't want to I love feeling out of control I love being week I love submitting and following commands I love being on done I like being f***** like a b**** by the black dick I believe that it is fate I never thought about any of this I help them convert people sexually black man is so powerful almost like you can't resist him when they turn me out I couldn't resist can't resist I don't want to I don't want to go back the man to turn me on is getting ready to dumped me and I'm so freaking scared I don't want to go back I like being gay for black cock being so much I hold it close they broke me down maybe something that I I love being I love getting black cock it's so wonderful black dick did this to me it's so powerful everybody should try one nothing is better then being turned out by black dick huge black dick bigger it is the better I like it I'm helpless I can't stop feeling this I feel compelled I don't even considered not doing anything they ask it doesn't cross my mind to say no crosses my mind Toby Superior black men live there so much stronger so much Alpha they're so dominant commanding forceful and make me feel so weak turns me on to be helpless in the week for the black man I surrender to him totally I Surrender I give in I submit I want him every man should try this if not try to do they should be taken and I'm made to take it and they will get turned to hello Blackhawk hopefully as much as I do it's so wonderful to let it go everything and please black dicks
 
Hello B2W,

I've read these stories and ads for a while but have decided to finally make an account and reach out to real people in hopes I find someone who's gone through what I'm going through. I'm a good looking, in shape, successful, charming white guy with a very above average dick (it's not BBC but I'm not complaining, I've seen a lot worse). Have always done great with the ladies and don't see myself ending that anytime soon but here's the kicker: I can't stop fantasizing about sucking huge black cock.

This all started years ago when I discovered BBC porn (Blacked is a particular favorite). The size was jaw dropping but what shocked me more was how it affected these white girls. It was almost like they were mesmerized by it. Like it became more than just sex. So of course this was a huge turn on but eventually, and I can't pinpoint when this happened, I started focusing on the black men more than the women. I would get off to videos of BBCs jerking off or even worse, fucking white men. There would always be an intense feeling of shame afterwards but I kept coming back. Tonight was the first time it entered the real world though. As I was changing at the gym tonight a ripped black male walked out of the shower and I couldn't stop catching myself from looking over my shoulder, hoping to see all of him. I had to ******* myself to splash cold water on my face. That had never happened before and honestly it really caught me off guard.

I have no interest in changing my sexuality. I love love love women and I'm not bragging here but do pretty well with them. I also have no interest in this ever becoming public, which would destroy my career and probably ostracize me to my friends. But I realize this infatuation is getting worse, so I needed to come here and get it all out, maybe find someone who's gone through it before.

To end, I'm an attractive, well off, athletic white male. I don't have a tiny dick, nor do I get off on being dressed up in lingerie or sissified. I love fucking women, and consider myself straight but these thoughts about worshipping superior black cock will not leave me. I could use some advice.
I understand you because i created my account for th sale reasons as you but i think that is due to the black cocks attraction that mâles our wives love it
 
It all comes down to the forbidden fruit. So much being said to keep us from sampling, tasting that fruit. And then the first taste and it's not bad at all. In fact it so good that all you could think of was the next taste. You try to resist, try to stay on the path, try to heed and obey all you've been told. But that genie is out of the bottle and it will never go back in. The first became the second and then the third. Now ten or twenty... or thirty. How many did it take before you realized that is what you want more than anything else....
 
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