What’s The Most Exciting Part Of The BBC Feminization Process?

I’m currently in the final stages of the (IR porn) obsession phase of BBC awakenings before I move on to the real life fulfillment stage.. I think it’s normal that I’m second guessing the changes that keep getting stronger and more frequent as far as the desire to feminize myself for the purpose of serving black men. I’m getting better at stopping the doubts and guilt quickly, those left from my hetero male identity, and I remind myself of the reasons for the transformation and the rewards that await in the final stage, the fulfillment stage. For those guys who went through the same process, what aspect was the most exciting that kept pushing you? For me, the top 3 are: (1) Finding new, more amazing, more mind melting BBC therapy/BBC feminization videos and audios on clips4sale, (2) Deepening the experience of phone sex mantras, affirmations and female manifestation with (“other”) women (3) Creating the best possible brainwash “supercut” video exclusively for myself (never any intent to share) that I can on editing software from all the saved IR porn videos
 
interesting program! I'm following the same path, but I'm also taking sissy courses
Do you ever use phone sex to work through that process or make new breakthroughs and progress? It’s confusing on where feminization vs sissification differ.. if wearing wigs/dresses/makeup are a key component of being a sissy, I will admit I don’t fantasize about that much or think that it would do anything for me, but the process of rewiring my brain to be more submissive to black men more frequently to serve my purpose as the girl that I truly am deep down, I love that journey, 95% of the time. The 5% is the second guessing and guilt, but I continue to push past that towards the goal of reaching the fulfillment stage.
 
I’m currently in the final stages of the (IR porn) obsession phase of BBC awakenings before I move on to the real life fulfillment stage.. I think it’s normal that I’m second guessing the changes that keep getting stronger and more frequent as far as the desire to feminize myself for the purpose of serving black men. I’m getting better at stopping the doubts and guilt quickly, those left from my hetero male identity, and I remind myself of the reasons for the transformation and the rewards that await in the final stage, the fulfillment stage. For those guys who went through the same process, what aspect was the most exciting that kept pushing you? For me, the top 3 are: (1) Finding new, more amazing, more mind melting BBC therapy/BBC feminization videos and audios on clips4sale, (2) Deepening the experience of phone sex mantras, affirmations and female manifestation with (“other”) women (3) Creating the best possible brainwash “supercut” video exclusively for myself (never any intent to share) that I can on editing software from all the saved IR porn videos
Well said
 
From Christine -
In helping with hubby Ray's feminization, I helped
dress him in thigh-high, collar and panties. I told him "It's just role play,
you're gonna be our maid tonight".

He believed me and bought into it. Of course that led into him accepting
that fluffing, and clean-up duty were normal and part of his job.

I also knew that it was probably going to make it easier for
him when guys start to use him at the bookstores and bathhouse.
 
From Christine -
In helping with hubby Ray's feminization, I helped
dress him in thigh-high, collar and panties. I told him "It's just role play,
you're gonna be our maid tonight".

He believed me and bought into it. Of course that led into him accepting
that fluffing, and clean-up duty were normal and part of his job.

I also knew that it was probably going to make it easier for
him when guys start to use him at the bookstores and bathhouse.
Nice
 
Thank you. I always knew what was going to happen to
him but Ray was/is overly trusting and naive. It's the same thing
when guys told him that they would "pull-out" of both him & me.

Watching him tremble, I could see he was both scared but excited.
He may have blushed, but he couldn't hide the fact that his little
pee-pee was dribbling, giving up it's load as he felt the stud's
warm load being pumped up his ass.
 
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