x_male_rebecca
Male
I’m brand new to the community and I’m so glad it’s here. Deciding to join the dialog can only be beneficial to this new stage in my life. I’ve identified 4 stages of the process of awakening to BBC and I’ll list those in a moment, but really quick I’ll summarize where I am in the process.
So far the methods I’ve used to develop my BBC awareness have been (a) downloading as much premium 4K IR porn as possible and creating an edit of the best scenes for myself as a tool to help brainwash my mind (b) Calling women on phone sex that specialize in BBC supremacy and working with them to manifest my inner female into reality through spoken affirmations (c) Creating custom scripts that I’ve written for the same women to record so that I can download and listen to them repeatedly to rewire my mind (d) I’ve started keeping a detailed journal dedicated to tracking my progress and awakenings
During that journal taking, I identified the four stages of BBC awakenings and awareness: (1) The Fascination Phase (2) The Fixation Phase (3) Obsession (4) The Fulfillment Stage. I did not classify 3 as a phase because it’s permanent. My guess is that many have had the same experience. For the men in particular that have made it to the fulfillment phase of sucking and swallowing, were there any pivotal moments or methods that worked the most effectively to help you act on your desires? Have you found that all of your hopes about the way you would feel about your true purpose and sexual identity have been met or even exceeded?
I’m very excited to join the community and look forward to learning more about first hand experiences of those that have found fulfillment through these life changes
So far the methods I’ve used to develop my BBC awareness have been (a) downloading as much premium 4K IR porn as possible and creating an edit of the best scenes for myself as a tool to help brainwash my mind (b) Calling women on phone sex that specialize in BBC supremacy and working with them to manifest my inner female into reality through spoken affirmations (c) Creating custom scripts that I’ve written for the same women to record so that I can download and listen to them repeatedly to rewire my mind (d) I’ve started keeping a detailed journal dedicated to tracking my progress and awakenings
During that journal taking, I identified the four stages of BBC awakenings and awareness: (1) The Fascination Phase (2) The Fixation Phase (3) Obsession (4) The Fulfillment Stage. I did not classify 3 as a phase because it’s permanent. My guess is that many have had the same experience. For the men in particular that have made it to the fulfillment phase of sucking and swallowing, were there any pivotal moments or methods that worked the most effectively to help you act on your desires? Have you found that all of your hopes about the way you would feel about your true purpose and sexual identity have been met or even exceeded?
I’m very excited to join the community and look forward to learning more about first hand experiences of those that have found fulfillment through these life changes
