WildCard92
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Mine got started from watching lesbian femdom videos. The videos were made by a group called zebra something. Idk but from there I just fell deeper down the rabbit hole.
.....how did the shower happen before the thought? Lol probably a gym?After a shower with beautiful black guys, started to think about sucking bbc
Just because you never grew up doesn't mean other white men don't.You have great insight into us whitebois. A boi always desires masculinity for himself. As a baby he looks to his *******. As an adult, the whiteboi is ****** to recognize the ultimate masculinity belongs to the Black Man alone. By contrast the boi is a stunted imitation. The whiteboi can never possess true masculinity for himself but he can be fulfilled in giving himself in service to Black Masters. Taking their mesmerizing manhood into himself and serving the Black Master's higher pleasure is the closest a whiteboi can get to the power Black Men inherit by birthright.
This I understand.Deecuck,
I have been taken by a few BBCs. And sucked more. That’s the reason for my dilemma. I know the thrill of submitting to a BBC. I love how it feels to be used for the pleasure of a Superior male. I also love my vanilla life with my family, friends and work colleagues.
I know that I can’t have both but I don’t want to give up on either b
Same thing for me too and also over 20 years ago. It was in a subway bathroom in a black neighborhood. I had been jerking to IR porn for a couple of years and I was getting so desperate to taste Black cock but also extremely nervous on many levels. I needed a safe, anonymous way to test my lust for Black Cock. Maybe it was just in my head and reality would snap me out of it. I found out about the gloryhole online and went there one afternoon quivering with suspense over what I would do if anything happened. Nervous is an understatement. I wasn't in the stall more than 2 minutes until this beautiful, uncut Black cock starts poking through. I hadn't given a finger signal, I was just sitting there watching discretely but anxiously as Black hands unzipped a fly and this confident Black Man assumed he owned whatever mouth was on the other side. He didn't even piss first. He was there to use a cocksucker's mouth. Had he seen me go into the stall, I wondered?
This sight of that very dark and thick hooded cock slowly emerging on my side of the wall was mesmerizing! All my anxiety and fear vanished. Like in a trance, I reacted on autopilot, leaned forward and tasted my first Black cock (my first cock period). The feel of him in my mouth was so exquisite and his shiny brown head was already slick with honey-sweet precum. Those 5 min or so of sucking this Black stranger's cock gave me an incredible cocksucker's high! As I lost myself in the delirium of pleasing this superior cock there was no doubt in my mind I would swallow his cum. I needed his DNA in me and the thick, rich load he dumped in my mouth tasted so good I sat there for a while afterward holding some of his sperm in my mouth and knowing I would crave this for life. All the way home on the subway I swished his semen around my mouth wondering who he was and who I was now. That first taste of anonymous Black Cock remains indelibly etched in my white boi mind.
Did it make me gay? I don't really care what others may label it, but it didn't change the way I dress or act in daily life or make me interested in stereotypical gay stuff. If I were gay I think I'd be into whites too, but I can't work up much enthusiasm for beta bois. That gloryhole experience was a pivotal first step that helped me cope with my white boi fears over submitting to Black Men. It began my realization of my true place as their devoted servant and freed me from a lot of hangups and pretenses that we white boys have about ourselves. It just took one Black Cock (and some IR porn pre-conditioning) to unlock a desire that seemed to be deeper than sexual, certainly deeper than the sexual drives I'd known before. Even though I didn't consciously understand then how complete and joyful my surrender would become, my boi-dick had been spurting out messages for years telling me to submit and find real fulfillment in serving Black Men. I started spending a lot more time Black neighborhood bathrooms after that. I did go back to that gloryhole soon after but a white dick presented its comparative lameness and I just left. I don't need what I already have.
Same exact thing is happening to me. I love jerking off to BBC and Black guys muscles, pecs, and thighs.was always curious and experimented some. it wasn't until i met with the first Black Man that i realized i wasn't a real man. i realized my need, desire and destiny to serve an pleasure real Men and be a true sissy for them. i am truly happier than ever!
Good luck on your journey. Your beautiful.My lady loves telling me how lil my dick is n made me happy when she told me she doesn't need my lil dick anymore only my mouth n toys n fingers. I'm formerly an alpha straight male. Now I'm a beta faggot in love with real men's cocks using my lil white boi pussy. I suck my 2 best friends big cocks while they relax at my house and enjoy the cock slut I've become and I love showing off my cute lil body to men and being manhandled in front of my wife as she enjoys seeing the manhood taken from me as a real man makes me shake n moan as he fucks my lil petite body with my lil dick bouncing back n forth as he opens my body deep with his big cock. I'm forever a beta to BBC n am a good sissy I never want pussy again and hope I continue evolving and be the sissy cock slut men encourage me to keep striving to become. I need to continue feminizing I want to be so sexy for real men when I get fucked. Thank you to all the men making sure white bois like me r trained to serve and be sissy faggots like we belong.View attachment 3698827View attachment 3698843View attachment 3698848View attachment 3698849View attachment 3698859View attachment 3698860
Always want more.My first time was in a gym shower when I was in my mid 20's. it was late in the evening, just me and this big black guy at the gym. He got aggressive, pushed me to my knees, i didn't resist. He didn't last long, cumming in my mouth. Afterward, it was hard to wrap my head around what I had done, but i wanted more.
Indeed!was always curious and experimented some. it wasn't until i met with the first Black Man that i realized i wasn't a real man. i realized my need, desire and destiny to serve an pleasure real Men and be a true sissy for them. i am truly happier than ever!
Yes you are 100% correct, it is how many of us cucks feelTrue but its all about serving wife again to please her i know my hubby well trust me he worships me and will go to hell and back just for me
I read a lot of your posts and agree with most of what you say. I feel I’m straight because I have no attraction to men in the way I do towards women. But your point is excellent, the tittle is meaningless. The fact is I LOVE to be on my knees sucking black dick. I would offer up any women that I’m with to get fucked by him. And I DEFINITELY WANT and NEED his cum in my mouth. I think about it every single dayPlenty of husbands have especially written to me regarding that thought. Often they write to me knowing that I won't judge them. They humbly wish to submit to the burning desire of tasting a Black Cock, but often wish to be reminded that it's got nothing to do with being stereotyped as gay . . . Even thou some might be too quick to say otherwise.
I reckon it's be even better if a straight white boi and a gay boi got to worship a Black Master's cock together.
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me tooI don’t care what the tittle is
I want and need to suck BBC cock
It looks great, I want to try being fuckedLet me know if you think this is hot....
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Hate to break it to you but if a BBC gets sucked or fucks another guy he is Bi as well.Has any bbc bulls turn straight men bi or gay would love to know
Thank youGood luck on your journey. Your beautiful.