The actual event

[NewCuck87]

Hey all. I’ve always had the fantasy of watching my partner with another man. My ex wife was never into the idea, fast forward after a divorce I began dating again and met my current wonderful gf, who is very dominant. I shared with her the hotwife fantasy and we started playing with the idea and it grew from hotwife to cuckolding. She already told me she’s ok with it happening but said she won’t do it until I’m 100%
I then began looking for local bulls and found one I chatted with but when it came time to set the meet and greet I actually had a bad panic attack and couldn’t schedule it. She told me to put things on hold for the time being. My question to others in the LS, had the uneasy feelings and doubt go away? And how can one work on that to overcome hurdle of that angst in the pit of your stomach

 

[SCBlknNsty]

In a sense, compare it to losing your virginity...your body rages, thoughts racing through your mind, but that damn touch of fear...is your brain recognizing there are risks.

 

[funashell0687]

I think the fact that you found someone open to the lifestyle was half the battle, the seed has already been planted, and the fact that she’s down with the life says that you should indulge yourself, but be aware you must likely will be just as addicted to it as her, so the key is communicating and making sure she really wants it for herself and not to just partake in your fantasy