Oh I wasn’t being harsh, sweetie… I understood what you meant and how. When I first started with regular vibes, yeah that wasn’t so easy.
I was talking to a guy from here and because of pics of his beautiful BBC, I had to order my very first BBC dildo. I couldn’t get together with him but I had to have something close. Still haven’t had the real thing but maybe one day - I’ll definitely be somewhat prepared when it happens