I'm glad you liked the part about the white forefathers! More importantly, I'm glad we can disagree without devolving into something angy/hostile. I enjoy sharing ideas, and having discussions with people with different perspectives. I understand that you disagree with me about whites being a feminine race. I wholeheartedly believe this is true, and for me... only really became incredibly obvious the first time I got BLACKED! I am not a cuck, because I am not married, I am one of the younger members here (I am 23). I grew up my whole life considering myself 100% straight, and never questioned it. When I was 18, my views changed radically! I was working as a math tutor in the math lab of my University. A rather large, very urban/thuggish, young, BLACK MAN was going up to be often asking for help with his work. I thought it was odd that he NEVER approached any of the other tutors, and would even wave them away if they asked him if he needed help with anything, and then he would approach me minutes later. If I was walking around asking anyone if they needed help, he would snatch me up, and make me stay with him, even when it was clear that he understood the matterial. I was told by a black female tutor who was very interested in him, that he ONLY went to the lab when I was working, and never asks anyone for help besides me. Within a very short span of time, he made it extremely obvious that he thought I was "pretty," and he wanted to FUCK ME! He even told me so on multiple occasions! I thought I didn't have a gay cell in my being, and the thought of having sex with a huge BLACK MAN seemed disgusting to me. I told him that I wasn't gay, and he couldn't care less! He told me I was a girl, so it wasn't gay for me to get FUCKED by a MAN! He told me not to worry about being a girl, because he was going to make me a woman! If I asked for clarification on his part, to explain how/why I was a girl, he told me I was "pretty," and feminine, and WHITE! When I told him that I wasn't interested, he told me, that white boys always tell him that until he "Breeds Them!"
He would stalk me, approach me whenever I was on campus, he would give me nicknames like "Princess," "Barbie," "Snow Bunny," "Snow Flake," "Snow White," and "Sissy." He would pretend to forget my name, and call me by feminized versions of my name. He would also just call me by stereotypical 'white girl's names. He would pick on me, emasculate me in public, and try to feminize me in one on one situations. I tried avoiding him as much as possible, but he would find me. His confidence was SUPREME! The very definition of an ALPHA MALE! Interestingly, he was also completely straight, he liked white girls, and just didn't think white boys were meaningfully different. He even had a white girlfriend, she was gorgeous too! But, he didn't give a ******* about her, because he had hot little white girls fawning all over him. He liked white boys because he thought they a pretty and feminine too, he thought of us as a slightly different type of girl, and he enjoyed the challenge, of what he called "boi breaking." Which is where he finds what he thinks is a "pretty" white, generally or totally straight, and turns us out for BIG BLACK COCK! He loved making us feel feminine, making us "cock-suckers," and making us little white... BLACK COCK whores!
He told me that he was massively successful at this, and that he successfully turned every single white boys he "hunted!" I have no reason to doubt him, and every reason to believe him, he told me he turned out his first white boy when he was eleven, the white boy was a year older. He liked white girls PLENTY! But, it was too easy for him, he was TALL, DARK, and HANDSOME! He was extremely muscular, masculine, athletic, confident, bad-boyish, and BLACK! He also said that once he "turns out" a pretty white boy... they're more fun, because they want to get FUCKED ALL the time, and require a lot of less maintenance!
His confidence was mesmerizing, it wasn't that he 'thought' he was going to fuck me, he KNEW he was going to FUCK ME! It played with my head! He made me feel so feminine, and... pretty!? He was like a ******* of nature! Nothing I could ever say or do could disuade him! He was going to get me! His tenacity was relentless, his confidence was unwavering, and he was ALWAYS coming forward... and ADVANCING on me! In a very short span of time I really began to feel feminine! I started acting and talking different, and I couldn't stop it! He was constantly pressing me for sex, send me dick pix, and making me feel his desire for me. His pressure was insane, and his dominance even in social interactions was unstoppable! He got me to do things I was uncomfortable with, things... I didn't want to do. He started off with small things, like getting me to give him my phone number, that escalated gradually until I gave him my lilly white ass!
I resisted his advances at every turn, but it didn't matter! He was always gaining ground on me! Then, after a about a week from first meeting him, one day... he felt me up between some bookshelves in the library, I tried to break away from him, but he was way too strong! I freaked out HARD on him, and he apologized to me sincerely... for the FIRST time about anything! The truth was though... getting felt up so brazenly like that, in that way, made me feel some type of way... extremely feminine, submissive, and... aroused?! In immediate hindsight, I realized that I freaked out on him exactly how a woman would react to a MAN who did that!
He acted like the man who was kinda sorry, but still wanted to FUCK! He apologized, and gave me some space for the majority of the rest of the day, but... I couldn't shake how he made me feel, and how since only meeting him a week ago, I was feeling and behaving... differently. In the late afternoon, he started texting me, he was still apologizing, being nice to me, and being quite... charming?! Then, he told me about a test he had that was coming up, that he had studied hard for, but was still having difficultly with a few kinds of functions he didn't understand. I couldn't help him in the library because it had just closed, and I didn't want to take him to my house, because my sister would have lost her mind over him, and I really didn't want him fucking my little sister, who was/is gorgeous!
Plus it would have been super awkward, and my house was pretty far from the campus too! He had an apartment within walking distance, and after constant pressure... and, against my better judgement... I concieded!
Once he had me in his apartment, there was really no where to sit, no chairs, no desk, and he convinced me sit on the bed, and...as it turned out, I remained there with him for hours... and HOURS!!! Predictably, he was ALL OVER me from the get go!!! His BIG powerful BLACK hands all over my little pale white body, he ripped my clothes on, over powered me, ravage every last inch of my soft, supple virgin flesh with his mouth, his hands, and YES... his BIG BLACK COCK TOO!!! I won't say I was rapped, but... it might have look a LOT like that... at least... at first!
He was throwing me around, ******* me, smacking my ass with ******* power! His ass slapping joseled my brain! He whipped my milky white ass beet red! However, once he started fingering me... I started settling down... it was the crippled euphoria, and the knowledge that there was NO WAY he was going to let me leave there a virgin! I was physically exhausted, and surrendered to my fate, I submitted to him just like he wanted me to... and I started to really... REALLY LIKE it TOO!!!
I found myself whimpering and moaning uncontrollably! When he took my ripe white virgin ass... I begged him to wear a condom, but he smacked my ass cheeks like a Savage for the disrespect, and told me pretty little white boys get BLACKED RAW in his house! He told me that is what every white boy deserves, and what ever BLACK MAN is entitled to! I of course let him fuck me raw, submitting to his professed right to bareback my 'privledged' white ass! He BLACK BRED me, inseminating me while telling me that he was going to get me pregnant! Afterwards he got me to suck his big black cock and balls, he made me walk naked into his kitchen to fetch him a beer, and then he FUCKED me again, and somehow inseminated me again! The man had a seemingly infinite amount of cum, and told me how happy he was to inseminate me, because he loves knowing that his proud BLACK African warrior sperm is alive and swimming around in my pretty white guts! Then, he fucked me again in the shower, before reluctantly letting me go.
I could barely stand... let alone walk! My legs were weak and trembling! My ass hurt so bad I considered going to the Emergency Room, and I would have... if it wasn't for the fact that I would have to tell them what I did! I was high on pure euphoria, and felt so totally... so powerfully, and so completely feminine, that I forgot I was ever a boy... Like he REALLY did make me a woman!!! I even breifly wondered if he did get me pregnant! I drove home so confused and alive, until... the realization of what I just did set in!!! I began feeling physically sick with guilt and regret! I didn't WANT to be gay! I didn't want to be a woman! And, I didn't want to be some BLACK thug's little white... BLACK COCk Whore!!! But, the proud BLACK AFRICAN warrior sperm swimming in my guts told me that was exactly what I was!!! Every cell in my body, every fiber in my being, every gene in my pure white European ******* knew... I FUCKING LOVED GETTING FUCKED BY THAT BIG BLACK COCK!!! I loved getting my feminine white ass DOMINATED by a BLACK MAN!!! I FUCKING loved getting BLACKED! Fucked like a woman should!!! I never imagined that kind of pleasure was even possible!!! But, I hated what that made me!!! What if my parents, my sister, or my friends think if they found out?!?!?! What the fuck was wrong with me?!?!?;
I went into a deep depression, I didn't go to school, I didn't respond to my BLACK conquers constant calls, texts, and messages. I wanted to foget what I did! I wanted to go back in time, and stop it from happening! I wanted so badly for none of it to be real! But, it was real, and nothing could ever change that! I lost my virginity to a BLACK MAN! My first sexual experience I had as a woman, getting FUCKED by a BLACK MAN! I had actually been BLACKED RAW, and inseminated too! I got the crazy idea in my head, that if I could just have sex with a girl... it would somehow "cure me!" I even thought it might somehow erase what I did with HIM! I desperately scrambled to make it happen. I hooked up with a girl from the University, and had sex the same day I met her. About three days after I had been passionately BLACKED RAW.
His proud BLACK AFRICAN warrior sperm, was probably still alive inside me, when I had sex with her. I tried my very best, but it sucked! I couldn NEVER to to her... what that BLACK MAN did to me!!! We honestly... just really couldn't do all that much with each other, I didn't have the cock size to rock her world, or for her to rock mine! We were like clumsy lesbians! Having sex with a girl actually made me feel like a lesbian, with a tiny strap on! I was ruined! Ruined by BLACK COCK! The MAN that BLACKED me was still feverishly blowing up my phone, with calls, texts, and messages! He called me twice and texted me while I was having lesbian sex with that poor unsatisfied girl!
I couldn't deny how badly I wanted him! How BADLY I needed that BIG BLACK COCK inside me again! How I wanted to be ravaged, DOMINATED, FUCKED, BLACKED RAW, and BLACK BRED! I might have hated myself for it... But FUCK KNOWS I wanted to do it again!!! It hadn't been one minute since I finished my lack luster lesbian experiment, and I called him back! He wanted me badly!!! I wanted to give myself to him... AGAIN!!! He was adamant that I come see him immediately, that he had three days worth of proud BLACK AFRICAN warrior sperm that he needed to impregnate me with, and wanted to teach me how to suck BLACK COCK, and ride BLACK DICK!!!
I jumped in my car, and raced to his house! As soon as I got to the door he pounced on my, snatched me up like a Lion takes a gazelle! He took my white ass into his bed, and power FUCKED my lilly white brains out for three days straight!!! I almost had to drop out of school! My parents thought I had been killed, or kidnapped! I had a hard time trying to explain that one, so I just lied... I told them I hooked up with a girl, and I lost my phone! It didn't go over super well, but my dad seemed proud... still angry, but proud. Just imagine if he knew what I REALLY Did!?!?!?
My BLACK conquer was greedy, and was insatiable, always hungry for more of my white ass, so I spent MANY DAYS over his house, engulfed in an inmpassioned interracial fuck fest that seemed to never end, FUCKING like rabbits for days on end! He owned me for years, and I LOVED IT!!! I was his slave! I wished it would have lasted forever! He got locked up for selling ******* a little more than two years later, and I doubt I'll ever see him again, bit I will NEVER forget him, and I will always LOVE him, even if he doesn't love me!
Since he got locked up, it wasn't long at all since I had other BIG BLACK COCKS balls deep inside me! I've been with seventeen OTHER BLACK MEN to date, and I FUCKING LOVE IT!!! I know what and who I thought I was before! I never thought of myself as being feminine before I got BLACKED, and afterwards... I ONLY feel feminine, and it is ALL THE TIME, so I think I know what is lying beneth the surface in white boys! I just recently... successfully and, deliberately set up my "supposedly 100% straight" nephew to get BLACKED! Now he's... I mean... SHE is just like me!!!
I've sent other white boys down... the dark BLACK path of no return, and they're ALWAYS so shock at how the latent feminity just seems to EXPLODE out of them, like a Tsunami tidal wave that never ends!!! I know that is our true nature... unlocked permanently by BIG BLACK COCK!!!
I sincerely believe that you would agree if you have ever been BLACKED!!!